Green Green Grass of Home

the last 2 weeks was busy. mic decided to start her 16weeks maternity leave earlier and left our poor bt with little hands-on training time.. i wouldnt say that she's new. she actually came to the dept 2 weeks earlier than me. but our job scope is a little different.. a little lighter than ours. so taking over mic's portfolio is a rather big change. so for the last few weeks, i was trying my best to help whenever i could. on days where i hae to leave early for tuition, she would have to approach our seniors.

and it's at times like this will i realize, i dun really know my job well enough. there are times where im explaining things i dun really understand. i m just following the steps. i m not someone who follow rules blindly but for some reasons, i just took the instructions as it is. no questions asked. my memory is not awesome and my little secret manual doesnt have all the things that i need to know. i would need a little trigger to remember fully/partially, why it has to be done that way. assisting her makes me realize how little i know/understand abt my job. and the feeling is scary. i need to rush thru my work while keeping a lookout if there's any urgent mails she has to attend to. it's tiring sometimes. now i understand why mic said, "she's not like you."

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work life balance

is yours balance?

i like to meet sh coz it means that weekends' here again! and thats when life begins..

i get to slp like no body's business. meet up with frenz. more slp. watch sh watching me. read. daydream. nua in my bed. nice and long meals (no rush to go back to work). stay up till late and wake up at 4pm the nx day.

isnt this THE ideal life?

but my life is only 2.5 days a week.

Being rich is in the state of mind,

not in monetary value.

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