Green Green Grass of Home

trying to get used to MY JOB. the people, the environment - i already know.
wat i need to understand is - MY JOB.

im like a sponge, absorbing watever i can at the moment. everyday is a new challenge. i have no problem getting up early, squeezing my way to get on the train and staying awake throughout the day. the problem is - myself. i need to know everyting abt the job asap. i m starting to understand a little more of the job scope as the days go by.. but theres stil some self doubt. some qualms. i dunoe if im really up to it. if ever there's a slight blunder, their heads will roll.

no slip-ups. no mix-up. i need to be clear and alert, coz this is no joke.

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a week just zzziippp by and i really hope it could slow down. im in no rush to replace chris coz i really have a lot more to learn from her. but i always love weekends to come faster. hahahaz.. just so i can meet my sh. and just so fortuitously, it happens to be a long weekend~ wat a good way to start my second week of work. BUT on hindsight, one day lesser to prepare myself for THE JOB.

okie, everyting abt my life is abt the work now. tuition will just go on as usual, hotdates must happen as usual and for the nua-ing... i tink i just hae to wake up earlier to nua over the weekends. i cant possibly waste my time like tat anymore.

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met up with nise on wed for a free movie at marina square. i will knock off early while i still can afford to. went for a jog with sh ard the reservoir this morning. i cant remember when was the last time i'd ran this much, although it wasnt a great deal but it's really more than usual coz usually.. i dont run.

i like times like this. when there's no agenda, no worries. just let it happen as we go.. sometimes we dun hae to say a word. we just sway there, like, oh, i dun know like wat, like nothing most people ever get to experience, i guess. =)

Love isnt just about compromising.

It is muchmuchmuch more.

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