Sunday, September 20, 2009
trying to get used to MY JOB. the people, the environment - i already know.
wat i need to understand is - MY JOB.
im like a sponge, absorbing watever i can at the moment. everyday is a new challenge. i have no problem getting up early, squeezing my way to get on the train and staying awake throughout the day. the problem is - myself. i need to know everyting abt the job asap. i m starting to understand a little more of the job scope as the days go by.. but theres stil some self doubt. some qualms. i dunoe if im really up to it. if ever there's a slight blunder, their heads will roll.
no slip-ups. no mix-up. i need to be clear and alert, coz this is no joke.
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a week just zzziippp by and i really hope it could slow down. im in no rush to replace chris coz i really have a lot more to learn from her. but i always love weekends to come faster. hahahaz.. just so i can meet my sh. and just so fortuitously, it happens to be a long weekend~ wat a good way to start my second week of work. BUT on hindsight, one day lesser to prepare myself for THE JOB.
okie, everyting abt my life is abt the work now. tuition will just go on as usual, hotdates must happen as usual and for the nua-ing... i tink i just hae to wake up earlier to nua over the weekends. i cant possibly waste my time like tat anymore.
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met up with nise on wed for a free movie at marina square. i will knock off early while i still can afford to. went for a jog with sh ard the reservoir this morning. i cant remember when was the last time i'd ran this much, although it wasnt a great deal but it's really more than usual coz usually.. i dont run.
i like times like this. when there's no agenda, no worries. just let it happen as we go.. sometimes we dun hae to say a word. we just sway there, like, oh, i dun know like wat, like nothing most people ever get to experience, i guess. =)
Love isnt just about compromising.
It is muchmuchmuch more.
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4:29 PM
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Wednesday, September 09, 2009
090909 09:09:09
once in a lifetime..
one very special date..
one very unique someone..
长长九九
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Tuesday, September 08, 2009
HA! im actually feeling sad becoz im going to stop teaching xw. i wont deny that she has almost become a part of my life. the time i spent talking to her is definitely more than the time i spent seeing my father. but teaching her is too draining.. i cant afford spending my good old weekends with her. last 3 lessons to go~
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i was late for the meet&greet session this morning. i was panicking throughout the whole journey, not knowing who to inform or how to get there asap. i walked into the room 20mins late, interrupted the presentation and ended up going through the information i had already read through the night before. it ended 30mins earlier than expected and i was home before i knew it. i think i spent more time travelling to and fro.... =(
i need to kill tat bug inside of me. tat "LATENESS" bug. i tink jia just passed it to me and tats why she has been early these few days. you will never expect miracle to happen so frequently, really.
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
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Thank god there's you..
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Thursday, September 03, 2009
good things never stopped coming and im grateful for that. it has been an awesome 21 for me. even though the year didnt start off with a big bang, it just got better and better as the months go by. everything just fall into place one by one, piece by piece. i didnt know life could be so great and i would never imagine myself to have everything tat i can ever hope for. i always say that hard work will pay off, someday, somehow and it really did. i didnt live in vain.
sometimes you will hae to go thru some hardship to learn to realise the goodness you hae around you. the things/people taken away from you, the obstacles you hae to overcome, the change in environment that changes you. there can be many possibilities but only one way to go - face it. everything you loved can be taken away from you but you wouldnt die. you just pick your head up and stare at something beautiful like the sky or the ocean and you move the hell on. dont let these obstacles stop you becoz you know you deserve better.
sometimes we just think we've seen it all. the beauty around us, the nature, the sky, the people passing by. they are so near yet we often never remember to stop and look. we think we know them all by heart but actually we forget. it's so easy to forget the things around you. the colour of your staircase. the numbers on the pillars. the person who is always standing at the exact same spot at 2 in the afternoon.
dont ever let greed govern your life. take it slow 'coz you only get to live once.
One today is worth two tomorrows.
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