Monday, August 31, 2009
im busy with the same old things. took up a new tuition assignment, going for my monthly facial and weekly hotdates.
met up with the girlsof4D for dinner and then to the Night safari yeste. attended jiaying's convoc on fri, was hired on thurs and the rest was history. hahahaz..
i was anxiously waiting for the call for 2weeks after Linda gave me a surprise call to go down and meet boss for an interview. and finally the ppl from HR called me on mon. they didnt say much over the phone so i wasnt sure if they are going to interview me or that i was hired. i was happy and sad at the same time. im really fortunate to be hired at this time of crisis yet i feel a little lost. im starting a new phase, stepping into a new environment but im still the same me. i dun like to "blend in" just so to "fit in". working life would be more complex than the days in school.
so back to thurs, i was in the interview room for an hour and a half going thru the employee benefits and terms and conditions and a simple/relaxed interview. after tat, i was left alone in the room to fill up a form while they went to take some copies of my certs and IC. i signed the contract before filling up the application form for the position which i have no idea of before stepping into the room. the whole sequence was totally off but it's alright, it's the end result tat matters now. yes, im hired!
the next thing i m looking forward to would be 1st Sep - the release of my last&final results. rumours has been everywhere, anticipating the actual release date and the signs/colour symbols to show if you pass or fail the module. if the rumour is true, well, i passed all my modules. hahahaz.. isnt tat a good thing!?!?
many thanks to sh for accompanying me throughout the 'tough' times. i wouldnt know wat to do without you. =) i wouldnt say tat i m used to having you in my life coz i tink the 2weeks we spent practically living/eating/slping together had actually left an impact that makes me feel that you'd always been a part of my life. i thank you for you.
Bad stuff does happen sometimes.
Always remember tat you hae to move on, somehow.
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Monday, August 24, 2009
Two very different people,
Too scared to get along,
Till two hearts beat together
Underneath one sun.
One very special moment
Can turn a destiny.
And what some would say that never change,
Has changed for you and me.
Cause it's all, it's all in the way you look through your eyes,
And when all is said and done,
All of the fear and all of the lies
Are not hard to overcome.
It's all in the way you look at it,
That makes you strong.
We were two, now we are one.
We are two very different people
So much to overcome.
So why care for one another
When there's so much to be done.
'Cause sometimes it's necessary
Just look how far we've come,
You could say, my friend, that's it's the end
Or a new tale has begun.
One moment in time
Is all the time we need.
Just to make a difference,
To make it better for you and for me
If you just believe.....
We were two, now we are one.
Just open your eyes
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Wednesday, August 19, 2009
i switched to romance novels after reading the mad thrilling psychopathic series, all from the same author. patterson is great!
just finished one - Suzanne's Diary for Nicholas, and im fully convinced that he can be romantic at times too.
this is a poem from Matt to Suzanne:
Dear Suzanne,
You are the explosion of carnations in a dark room.
Or the unexpected scent of pine from Maine.
You are the full moon that gives midnight its meaning.
And the explanation of water for all living things.
You are a compass,
a sapphire,
a bookmark.
A rare coin,
a smooth stone,
a blue marble.
You are an old lore,
a small shell,
a saved silver dollar.
You are a fine quartz,
a feathered quill
and a fob from a favourite watch.
You are a valentine, tattered and loved and reread a hundred times.
You are a medal found in a drawer of a once sung hero.
You are honey and cinnamon
and West Indies spices,
lost from the boat that was once Marco Polo's.
You are a pressed rose,
a pearl ring
and a red perfume bottle found near the Nile.
You are an old soul from an ancient place,
a thousand years, and centuries and millenniums ago.
And you travelled all this way
just so i could love you.
I do.
Matt
isnt it touching? and they hae a phrase they kept mentioning throughout the whole book - Isnt it lucky?
yes. it's lucky to have met you. it's lucky to be alive today. it's lucky to be breathing and to be able to hold you in my arms. it's lucky to love and be loved. it's lucky to be me. it's lucky to have you. isnt it just so lucky?
It's lucky we found us.
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give me more lovin than i've ever had.
make it all better when i'm feelin sad.
tell me that i'm special even when i know i'm not.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
barely gettin mad, i'm so glad i found you.
i love bein around you.
give me more lovin from the very start.
piece me back together when i fall apart.
tell me things you never even tell your closest friends. theres only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you.
theres only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that's what i'll do.
Best i've had.
blabber jabber
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Thursday, August 13, 2009
GO Simpleliciouss and check out the clothes from Instant Karma.
Instant Karma made t-shirts with tongue in cheek designs. These designs are unique and limited pieces were produced. So it is not like your mass market boys.
so go check them out~
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Wednesday, August 12, 2009
weekend was well spent with sh. shifted into his new hallsweethall. no way he can cycle over late in the night anymore. =(
but there will still be our regular dosage of HOTDATES. ipromise.
got tis term HOTDATES from bee, coz he's been getting VERYVERY lucky recently. so busy with his dates that he had to forgo the delicious xiaolongbaos for his jellygirl.
s19's meetup has always been crappy. and bee self-claimed tat he had nv missed any one of them. im trying hard to recall if he missed any, but i guess if theres any gathering tat bee cant go, we will probably arrange it on another day. see how important he is. anyway, sch has started for the uni ppl and for those who graduated -> time to find work~~
im going to hunt for one soon... like really soon.
after i got my results in Sept.
No sunshine without you..
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Tuesday, August 04, 2009
you know how the week just flew by and you cant remember wat you actually did. caught a couple of movies and spent some time with my lovelies, my sh and frenz.
ive finished reading 7books in a month and im waiting to get hold on the eighth. tot of getting some exercise while i can still afford the time to.
yeste was crazy. i was rushing ard in the afternoon and i tink i just went for an informal interview. i just sent my resume to them in the morning and hoping to get THE favourable reply soon. i might probably be starting work in sept~ IF everything goes well.
so... when's my tioman holiday and malaysia 1-day trip going to happen?
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somehow i dun feel secured inside. ive to sacrifice xw and take on sth tat i m not sure of. i did say tat i will take anyting decent tat comes along but when i hae to actually carry out wat i say, its not tat easy. there will always be some attachment, some feelings. ive been teaching her for 3bloody years. she brought me laughter, tears but most of the time frustrations. i wun deny tat i enjoy teaching her but.. i know i hae to let her go sooner or later.
uncertainty. tats how im feeling for my future. BUT!! i believe things will work out, somehow.
I dont wanna miss a thing
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