Green Green Grass of Home

i almost burst into tears when i heard his name being called. it wasnt a joke, it was for real.

i was clenching my fists praying hard tat it would be himhimhim. oh my baby, i m so happy for you. and all the best for your future becoz it will be long, it will be difficult but i know you will make it BIG. i m so happy tat i had totally forgotten abt how special today is.

ahhaz.. i know i should be more excited for another reason. i'm done with school. done as in finish finished. whether it was a good finish or a bad ending, it was all done and over. there's nth i could do now, watever i can is all done during tat 3hours sitting in the chilly cold freezer shivering throughtout the whole paper and writing with my frosty numb hand. aaahhh no more sufferings. im done XL!!! and yours' coming very soon~ i've recovered and am starting to enjoy life again, hope you can end your sufferings soon and join me >.-

and for the last couple of weeks.. i wasnt just busy studying. i was catching every episode of survivor, the ghost whisperer, project runway and tim gunn's style of life. and yes!! JT got the survivor trophy which was wat i had expected after tyson and coach was being sent home. i really adore coach and i'd believed his stories abt the walk down amazon river and was captured by the natives blahblahblah.. they were all true man. kudos to you! you hae my respect. i watched the final episode of survivor on mon afternoon, live telecast. the show was 3 hours long and there goes my afternoon. i watched it again at nite. another 3hours wasted. and i m going to catch it again tmr nite. i just love watching the whole summary of JT's journey and hear the fantastic tales from the storyteller. the most colourful participant in all survivor seasons. (which was why i couldnt finish revising CF)

hmm.. a sign of relief. everyting will hae a good ending, at least it was all good in my point of view. im just glad everyting ended tis way and i hope when the results out nx yr i would be as satisfied as i m now.

I cant control how im perceived

but

i can control how i m presented.

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