Saturday, May 30, 2009
i dun feel appreciated. i put in alot of effort too. maybe not as much but i did wat i can. i just didnt inform the rest becoz i thought we are going to compile wat we hae and show it together, which was why i always discuss with you when i hae new findings before realizing tat you had changed the plans again. you said you wasted many hours searching, didnt i too? i searched without knowing the 'exact' plan. i wasnt aimless, i was clueless.
haii.. watever you say rules. ive to follow the majority.
and tat feeling sucks.
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Monday, May 25, 2009
we roughly got the plans for the whole 14day trip. there'll be grampians day(WOOH), phillip island day(YEAH), zoo day (another YEAH), blue mountain day(SWEET), shopping days(YEAHYEAH), great ocean road day and our final day will be spent at the desert while waiting for the transit flight back to singapore.
we are stil looking for places to go to spend our 10 to 13 hours at darwin. hmm.. or we might just wander ard the area with our backpacks on. =(
it will be a little rushrush but we just hae to make do with it. prioritize the MUST-GO and to give up some SHOULD-GO places. but if there's time in between we will surely drive up to geelong before going down the great ocean road.
wat i m left to do is to work out the drive to grampians with jia + choosing the activities for philip island and type out the itinerary for the 14days and SEND. i like tis kind of busy. FUN-busy
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i always tink i m a genius with games, be it video games, mobile games, computer games etc. i can pick them up very easily.. okie, i know many ppl can do at too. i always resist to play any games from the facebook becoz i tink they are lame and.. yea a little meaningless. BUT ,a big but, i started playing bejeweled blitz after i saw it on des's profile. and becoz there's no limit to the number of times of play per day.. i spent the whole nite clicking away.. trying to break my own record for nearly 6 hours. im ranked way below my freinds and i m just not satisfied tat i cant top the table. so i tried it again the nx day and i m only able to improve my score by another few hundred points which is actually not very useful.. des says it depends on luck, not skills.
and somehow something struck me. "addiction"
i m addicted to it. it's similar to the addiction for gambling, smoking and drugs. you just cant get enuff of it. and wat's worse is tat i dun get anyting out of the game. no, i dun feel relax after playing. no, i dun get the high. and i definitely wont win any money from it. hahaz.. so i was right at the start to abstain from playing and i m goin to stop myself before i get hooked to it.
All tat was full
will be emptied
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Saturday, May 23, 2009
im settling in.. slowly getting back to how i used to be before jan came.
and i tink i can really get used to it. im getting more and more excited every minute. i was lacking the enthusiasm when i walked out of the hall feeling so bad abt the paper. after awhile, i kept repeating to myself and the ppl ard me tat 我考完了! 我真的考完了!! maybe i was too tired after carrying the heavy rock for so long tat i wasnt really eager to finish my uni life just yet. my 'excitement' wasnt really heartfelt. but it got better at night and i m liking it man!!
more good days to come~~~
blabber jabber
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Friday, May 22, 2009
i almost burst into tears when i heard his name being called. it wasnt a joke, it was for real.
i was clenching my fists praying hard tat it would be himhimhim. oh my baby, i m so happy for you. and all the best for your future becoz it will be long, it will be difficult but i know you will make it BIG. i m so happy tat i had totally forgotten abt how special today is.
ahhaz.. i know i should be more excited for another reason. i'm done with school. done as in finish finished. whether it was a good finish or a bad ending, it was all done and over. there's nth i could do now, watever i can is all done during tat 3hours sitting in the chilly cold freezer shivering throughtout the whole paper and writing with my frosty numb hand. aaahhh no more sufferings. im done XL!!! and yours' coming very soon~ i've recovered and am starting to enjoy life again, hope you can end your sufferings soon and join me >.-
and for the last couple of weeks.. i wasnt just busy studying. i was catching every episode of survivor, the ghost whisperer, project runway and tim gunn's style of life. and yes!! JT got the survivor trophy which was wat i had expected after tyson and coach was being sent home. i really adore coach and i'd believed his stories abt the walk down amazon river and was captured by the natives blahblahblah.. they were all true man. kudos to you! you hae my respect. i watched the final episode of survivor on mon afternoon, live telecast. the show was 3 hours long and there goes my afternoon. i watched it again at nite. another 3hours wasted. and i m going to catch it again tmr nite. i just love watching the whole summary of JT's journey and hear the fantastic tales from the storyteller. the most colourful participant in all survivor seasons. (which was why i couldnt finish revising CF)
hmm.. a sign of relief. everyting will hae a good ending, at least it was all good in my point of view. im just glad everyting ended tis way and i hope when the results out nx yr i would be as satisfied as i m now.
I cant control how im perceived
but
i can control how i m presented.
blabber jabber
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Saturday, May 09, 2009
IT's coming
and it's HAPPENING SOON!!!!
i used to hae someone impt standing behind me, pushing me, supporting me thru all the major papers. PSLE Olevels Alevels but tis time it's a little different.. it's a little different every year...
im depending on my own.
Remember for the way we were.
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Monday, May 04, 2009
i can feel the anxiety as the deadline is just a week away.. wanna squeeze everything in hoping i can reproduce them one by one. i have high hopes, high expectations but i dun hae the confidence... you know how you can wish for sth to happen knowing you are not working hard enuff. xw told me to wish to a star and not reveal my wish to anyone or it wouldnt come true. i thnk i hae to keep it to myself 'coz everyone who is taking the exams will be hoping for the same things..
anyway, ive been studying, trying hard to study, everyday. minus off the 'settling down', 'slack time', 'dozing-off' and some other whatnot, the effective hours is disgustingly short. i need to get SERIOUS and FOCUS!
GETTING DOWN TO WORK. ciao~
Heal the WORLD
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