Sunday, November 02, 2008
my first attempt on pressed flowers failed.
i was too impatient. should hae waited a while longer for it to dry before burying it under piles of books. i even went to search for the yellowpages. took a look after the first day, everyting was okie. second day okie. so i left it for a week and 'PAM'. when i opened it for the third time, the flowers stick to the papers pressing it, the stalks were.. decomposing? and it was disgusting. threw everyting away and i m back to ground zero.
anyway, another idea struck me as soon as my first plan failed. and i m pretty confident it will work out well tis time. it better be.
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after a very hectic month, i m trying to get use to the spare time i hae at hand. i was suddenly at a lost. dunno wat to do dunno wat to do dunno wat to do. getting back to my super leisure kind of life. i'm so ready for fun now~
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it was a simple good nite msg for a fren who was having a lonesome nite. my fren was feeling pretty down, dejected and well, sleepless. he let me remember wat i went thru when i was in the same situation. sometimes promises dun mean aniting anymore. sometimes apology cant save the situation. sometimes regret comes too late. sometimes somethings are not meant to be yours. sometimes no matter how hard you try, everyting will remain the same. sometimes you really dun understand the one who understands you the most. sometimes life's like tat.
move on. life goes on..
if you're able to let go of it so easily. walk out of the mess like you dun care. forget abt everyting you had once shared with tat person. then wat was tat promise you made to her? something abt taking care of her as long as you live. something abt loving her and her everyting. was it just a statement tat is true only when you love her? when you need her? and when you tink tat you are not suitable together anymore, separation is the best way out.
you will meet someone better. you deserve someone better. tat's wat they always say. you will find someone who can love you more. find someone who can understand you better. and wat he did not say was - anyone but me.
the hurt will be worse if you were in a relationship for quite awhile. when everyting was stable and balanced, life became stale. once in a while you might question yourself if you stil feel the same abt him since day 1 or it's just becoz you are used to each other's company. why are you still having a relationship with him? becoz he loves you. becoz he cares abt you. becoz he buys you tings tat you adore. becoz he fetches you to wherever you wanna go. or maybe it was something simpler - becoz you love him and you love him more each passing day.
alternatively, it can be becoz you haven found tat someone better.
Happiness is a journey, not a destination
blabber jabber
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