Green Green Grass of Home

the little tings that i missed out.
the few ppl tat i neglected.
the time tat i didnt cherish.

i have my regrets and over the years they only accumulate. there are moments i want to keep in my heart forever, there are ppl i wan to hold on to but i didnt. i didnt think abt the 'what if's.

i always take it for granted that tings will stay as they are. they will be there as long as i want them to be. friends will always stand by you. feelings will never change. i have all the time in the world.

but i was wrong. if you dun make the effort to 'nourish' the relationship, feelings will fade. if you dun take time to appreciate that moment, it will be gone forever. nothing will stay constant.and often not, you will only realize when it's not there anymore. when something you are so familiar with is not there, when someone you need cannot be reached, when something you do dun feel the same anymore, everyting might be too late.

i m learning to slow down my pace to really look at the ppl and tings around me. to make small talks, more smiles and less frustrations. to learn to appreciate life as it is. it's only hard on me to try and change my life to sth it cannot be.

live life to the fullest. live it comfortably.

blabber jabber @
12:07 AM

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