Saturday, October 11, 2008
heyea! finally have the time to sit down in front of the computer and do some non-serious work. october is a busybusy month.
i'm going to be extremely busy for another 2 weeks. so to not miss out an archive for 'October', i came online specially to post sth before october ends. it's tat fast and i m tat packed. wanted to skipped tis month and wake up when october ends but it cant happen. so i m here, going thru all these shit. once it is over, i'll be undertaking another assignment. however, tis time round, it will be very different from the previous few. i will be enjoying it. i must and i will.
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some closetoheart issues were partially solved and everything seems fine, for now. just got to wait til nov before the result is out. there were lots of frustration tat i wanted to pen down but.. well, after awhile the auguish faded off. the feeling of helplessness and uncertainty can drive me crazy. i almost wanted to give up and let everyting go. everything. but i know, if i dun cherish it now, i will nv get tat chance again.
sometimes, people say tings at the spur of the moment. i dun mean wat i say, wat i do. it just happened at tat second becoz i wasnt thinking right. and it's useless to apologize after doing it. i'm learning to control. controlling myself at tat second to avoid doing sth i will regret later. a tiny mistake made in a spilt second can cause a lifetime of regret. i dun wanna grieve over another foolish blunder.
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my 'registered' drinking pals have all disappeared into thin air. my god. they are busy preparing/having exams leaving me all alone on the weekends nights. i tot i was the one going MIA.
no more boozing = no form of relaxation
=> able to save $$ BUT stress. so how?
and therefore, i m 'cultivating' new drinking buddies. LOL.
i'm finding watever excuses i can get to drink.. like attending some one's wedding, nth to do while waiting for fren, going to best fren's best fren's birthday party, beer is cheaper than water. watever.
watever.
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i remember reading tis from somewhere..
life's like juggling. you are responsible for controlling the balls in your hands. in life, we hae many different positions we're responsible for. work is a rubber ball which is able to bounce back whenever it falls. health, love, family n the other hand, are glass balls. they are fragile and once it's broken, it is irreversible. so take time off your work/studies, pay attention to the other balls in your life, work will bounce back to you when the time is right.
Everyday you take for granted
is another day withered away...
blabber jabber
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4:42 PM
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