Wednesday, August 27, 2008
a hectic week doesnt means tat it was a good week. but mine was a busy-ly good one.
we took a walk at some nature parks, with the beautiful sun in sight and occasional drizzles. everyting outside doesnt matter anymore. it was just us and the trees, mud, monkeys and bugs. the fauna and flora. beautiful.
if only time could freeze..
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i had many horrible dreams these few nights. probably becoz i have more time to slp now. i usually took 4 to 5 hours of slp but now every goodnite can last up to 7, 8 hours. how blessed.
anyway, back to my dreams. i was in a van, with my partner, a female partner. a little girl was thrust to me by a fren. i was instructed to take her away and in her own words, ' do watever you wan and finish her.'
so i drove away. yes i DRIVE. to somewhere deserted and 'finished her off'. went back to my fren's place and acted as if nth had happened. after a few hours, little ger's mother called and asked if we knew where she was. no idea, sorry.
at tat moment, i was a little scare. a little relieved. a little guilty. a little high. i was sure no one would suspect me. i hae no motive, no relation with the ger. i left nth there at the 'dumping' site except her of coz. and i m not going to act again.
i am a nobody. who would bother to check on me.
THEN,
there was no ending becoz i woke up after tat. so no one knows if my character got caught. but i know why i kept having these dreams. these homicidal dreams.
too much of doctor detective.
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mummy bought a new chair for me. delivery uncle, ermm i tink 'korkor' is more appropriate, was very comical 'coz of the reactions coming from my neighbours when he was banging at my door. 'wao! everyone come out when i knock.'
i cant remember if i reacted straight after the banging or he might have tried for quite awhile. but anyway, i got my new chair! and i havent got the time to really sit on it until, well, now. hahahz..
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results coming out very soon but i'm not ready for school yet. i'm only halfway thru my holidaying mood. and i'm not prepared to see my results.
i dun wan to go scchhoolll. sth i always get from des. and des, i dun wanna go sscchhoooll, too!
hahaz.. speaking of setting a good role model.
Every place I go I think of you
Every song I sing I'll sing for you
blabber jabber
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1:08 AM
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