Green Green Grass of Home

attended shan's bdae 2 weeks back. we had bbq at ecp. it's been a long long time since i last bbq-ed, althou i didnt do any bbq-ing tat day. met mei earlier to get the present, a little bo xim i know, walked ard for awhile before heading down to ecp. we alighted at the wrong side of ecp and walked alllll the way to the other end. along the way, we saw many doggies. mei's afraid of dogs. i am too but i love dogs. i love them but im scared of them. see no touch. ahh, watever.

as we were strolling, some thoughts and feelings gushed in. the same place, same month but different feelings, different ppl, different me, different yr. thank you for the company last yr. thank you for toking me thru. you might not know but you actually paved a way out for me. to continue walking, even now.

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my bad slping patterns become a difficult to cure habit. i like, i got to like it if not i will be bored to death in the nite, the nite. the peace, the coolness, the freedom. i like the wind gently blowing against me. i like the starry nite, althou it's starless most of the time. i like staring out above, the never ending path to space. sometimes i would wonder wat lives outside. outside of motherearth. the outerspace. wat lies above?

no cars. no crowd. no noise. no babies cry. no shoving ard. no jams.
no worries.

i like the nite.

The problem with slping too long is

you thought the dreams were real.

blabber jabber @
4:36 PM

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