Thursday, June 05, 2008
wondered why she would tink tat way of them. what's there to hide? esp to the ppl close to you. or maybe, you dun tink it tat way. maybe, i have been the one tinking tat way. maybe, it's juz me. maybe, i m the problem.
i dun understand the ppl ard me. i tried but i stil dun.
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what's wrong with ppl who put in effort to keep a rs together. what's wrong? maybe i m a little over demanding. maybe i m a little too sensitive. a little short tempered. a little overpowering. but i meant no harm. why would i bother to do so much.
maybe i shouldn't expect others to be the same. different ppl hae their own point of view and principles. their own living habits.
their own kind.
tis wasn't the first time. i wonder how some ppl would be able to come out with the lamest reason possible. you dun call it excuse becoz it's realli their reason for not being able to (watever). they realli meant to (contribute sth) but juz cant be able to make it becoz of (watever lame reason you can tink of ie. i need to go home and feed my pet hamster.) sometimes, you would tink tat i m forcing you into it but i m actually trying to find out wat's stopping you. my 'WHY?' doesn't mean "i dun care. you hae to (ie. listen to mi)". my question 'WHY?' just means 'WHY?'. you dun hae to avoid my smses, and fone calls. if you are stil considering juz let mi know. i m not pushing you into aniting. if you dun wanna do it, juz sae so. if you wun feel bad abt not contributing into aniting and wait for the event to come, juz sae so. if you tink money can solve everyting, juz sae so.
i hate to wait for hours/sometimes even days and stil not receive any responses. all these only make my passion to organize events lessen a great deal. all you need to do is to suggest and i have to plan out everyting. all you have to do is to wait, lay back and relax while trying to tink of a perfect rejection with a tactful twist to my million dollar question 'WHY?'.
i have enough of this shit.
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okie. everyting's allllllrite now. i'm a man. so BE a man.
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bumped into david and amy todae. i didnt see them initially until jing whispered 'eh. amy and.. david.' i looked up and saw many ppl, juz moving figures, til we were almost 2 metres apart. waved, 'Hi'-ed and walked away. dun blame mi. i didn't have my specs on. i can see no one clearly. ask des. i was with my frenz in Bugis. were shopping for presents when i heard, 'EMILY! EMILY!'. i quickly looked ard and saw a familiar figure. DES! ahahah.. sooo, dun blame me if i didn't see you even though we were realli realli near each other, even 1 table away. i m almost blind without my specs.
When I'm around you I don't feel together
blabber jabber
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