Green Green Grass of Home

i survived!!! i made it thru.............................

i survived the last paper! and tat marks the end of yr2. i was ecstatic when the invigilator announced ' You have 15 mins left. No students are allowed to leave the room.' my heart almost jumped out with joy. hahahz.. FINALLY. finally. it's over, finally.

left the room with a big wide smile on my face. it's not becoz i was confident for tat last paper but for the fact tat i hae no more papers to study for. no more late nite, making of notes, toking to myself, waking up early, skipping my fav tv programs, struggling to stay away from the com, forcing myself to slp in the wee hours, carrying tons of notes ard, skipping dinner, getting depressed and most importantly, losing my best fren, freedom.

i felt tat impact almost immediately when i left the room. tat's the end of my agony. 2 months, maybe even more. but some how, i will miss the times we shared. the squabbles, laughter and fun, the company. thanks!

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got to adjust a little after the exams. more free time at hand now. no more doctor bf to accompany me thru the nite. work is the first ting tat came to my mind. i need $$$$. any part time, ad hoc events kind of lobang pls tell me.

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went shopping last week. all on impulse. blame jia, she was spurring me on to buy everyting tat i set my eyes upon. stepped into Courts and walked out 150 bucks poorer. caught some movies. did some exercises. met up to celebrate allen's bdae. had dinner at blujaz cafe. the place tat i had longed to go since... last oct, if i'd remembered it correctly. intend to get more new tops. =) but i juz cant find the rite size with the rite feel. men's clothes come in sizes tat are too small for my big build. hahaz.. but anyway, i hae more time to look for them now...

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i keep mentioning your name in my conversation. i hesitated to delete your sms when my inbox was full. i did silly stuff tat i dun normally do, not always. hae tat sudden urge to ask you out but i didnt. i was glad you didnt reject the first few times. and i am not goin to try any more. i m contented.

Nobody can love me better.

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