Monday, June 30, 2008

sorry if the photo cause you indigestion.... it's not so off-putting anyway, comparing to pictures of ... ya, you know what i mean.

see the 2 loops on my bottom set of teeth? i had them on for a whole bloody month without knowing what it is for. it keeps rubbing my lower lips, causing unnecessary ulcer and cuts. and to my knowing, there's totally no use in adjusting my teeth. as you can see, my teeth is almost straightened out, maybe a little gap here and there. doctor dentist changed the thin arc wire to this squarish monster wire.

on my nx trip to the dental, doctor dentist told me its function. it's called the ___ loops (okie, i'd forgotten), it's to push the lower set of teeth in. OH! it's becoz my lower set is too far in front causing my upper lips to look sunken in. sooo, it's for aesthetic purpose. okie. i'm so sorry to insult you, watever loop, please do your job.

i'll just hae to bear with you.

OH and GO SPAIN!!!!!!!

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Saturday, June 28, 2008

Someone just tell me
That it’s ok now.
What are you worried about?
Got my dreams, got my life, got my love,
Got my friends, got the sunshine above.
Why am I making this hard on myself ,
When there’s so many beautiful reasons I have to be happy?
People lie, people hide, people cry, people fight
And they don’t know why.
If fear is all that we should fear,
Then what are we so afraid of ?

Cause fear is only in our heads

I should be satisfied,
I shouldnt be asking for more.

Thank you
To anybody who came into my life,
To everyone who'd left their footprints on my path
To where i'm now.

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Monday, June 23, 2008

went shopping and dinner straight after fri's paper. jing joined our mini celebration at Big O. walked a little ard orchard but didn't manage to get aniting i want. sat was ZOO day. perfect weather. the best companions and a wonderful afternoon. THANK YOU guys but sorry for the ya, the mishap. mon was spent tutoring. the whole day. took up a supervisor position, for free, on tues. hahahz but ended up watching 27 dresses and not over them. forgotten to bring Kungfu panda dvd, sorry. went to bee's club on wed. played badminton and bowling. the scenery was fantastic. i may be sua ku, but it's really very nice. with the sea view and all, i wanna go there again. mj after dinner. on thurs, went down to BJ for SODAGREEN's autograph session. qing feng's cute!!! they dun allow any one to take photos of them becoz they dun wanna feel like they are idols who are being worshipped and so the security was pretty tight. even before you can aim your camera at them, you'll be ask to keep it. qing feng even caught some fans doing the 'illegal acts'. in between a song, he said to a bunch of fans at the right side, "你们不听话哦! 小心我下去抓你们哦, 宝贝!" as expected, the whole bunch of ppl went crazy. hahahaz.. and i kept imitating the whole scenario over and over again. had my hair cut on fri afternoon. went round to get miss hl's fishy mouse. couldn't find it still. met up with the gers for supper and mj. slept in til 3 4pm on sat. brought my parents out for dinner. it's mother's bdae. it's their first time at fish&co. i knew tat they hae the practise of singing 'Happy Bdae' their fish&co way. but i didnt know in order to get the 10% discount for bdae celebrations, we need to go thru the ritual to enjoy tat privilege. mother juz kept laughin saying, "no la. no la. dun wan." she doesn't wan to stand on the chair in the middle of the restaurant. who will? maybe someone not her age. hahahaz.. the waiter was veri patient in persuading her. but her persistence won. so there's no discount but we had a great time, great meal, out. after dinner, we hopped into Starhub to get her a new phone. new line. they were having a promo, no subscription plan fee for 6 months! great deal, dun miss. bumped into hf and family there as well. after getting her long awaited phone, i sent them to take a buz back. went over to gugu's place. yes, MJ again.

and tat's one whole week of my life for you.
my life is getting more live as i bid farewell to exams~
i can take away my sleep time to study and similarly, i can take away ALL my rest time to enjoy.

I'm a scene, I'm a drama queen

I'm the best damn thing that your eyes have ever seen

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Monday, June 16, 2008

I like the feel of your name on my lips

And I like the sound of your sweet gentle kiss

The way that your fingers run through my hair

And how your scent lingers even when you're not there

And I like the way your eyes dance when you laugh

And how you enjoy your two-hour bath

And how you've convinced me to dance in the rain

With everyone watching like we were insane

But I love the way you love me

Strong and wild, slow and easy

Heart and soul so completely

I love the way you love me

And I like the sound of old R 'n' B

And you roll your eyes when I'm sloppily off key

And I like the innocent way that you cry

At sappy old movies you've seen thousands of times

(Listen to me now..)

And I could list a million things

I love to like about you

But they could all come down to one reason

I could never live without you..

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i survived!!! i made it thru.............................

i survived the last paper! and tat marks the end of yr2. i was ecstatic when the invigilator announced ' You have 15 mins left. No students are allowed to leave the room.' my heart almost jumped out with joy. hahahz.. FINALLY. finally. it's over, finally.

left the room with a big wide smile on my face. it's not becoz i was confident for tat last paper but for the fact tat i hae no more papers to study for. no more late nite, making of notes, toking to myself, waking up early, skipping my fav tv programs, struggling to stay away from the com, forcing myself to slp in the wee hours, carrying tons of notes ard, skipping dinner, getting depressed and most importantly, losing my best fren, freedom.

i felt tat impact almost immediately when i left the room. tat's the end of my agony. 2 months, maybe even more. but some how, i will miss the times we shared. the squabbles, laughter and fun, the company. thanks!

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got to adjust a little after the exams. more free time at hand now. no more doctor bf to accompany me thru the nite. work is the first ting tat came to my mind. i need $$$$. any part time, ad hoc events kind of lobang pls tell me.

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went shopping last week. all on impulse. blame jia, she was spurring me on to buy everyting tat i set my eyes upon. stepped into Courts and walked out 150 bucks poorer. caught some movies. did some exercises. met up to celebrate allen's bdae. had dinner at blujaz cafe. the place tat i had longed to go since... last oct, if i'd remembered it correctly. intend to get more new tops. =) but i juz cant find the rite size with the rite feel. men's clothes come in sizes tat are too small for my big build. hahaz.. but anyway, i hae more time to look for them now...

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i keep mentioning your name in my conversation. i hesitated to delete your sms when my inbox was full. i did silly stuff tat i dun normally do, not always. hae tat sudden urge to ask you out but i didnt. i was glad you didnt reject the first few times. and i am not goin to try any more. i m contented.

Nobody can love me better.

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Sunday, June 15, 2008

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear
to always get me through the day
and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lay on the floor
And they smell just like you,
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear
to always get me through the day
and make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever I know we were, yeah ee yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear
to always get me through the day
and make it ok

I miss you...

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Thursday, June 05, 2008

wondered why she would tink tat way of them. what's there to hide? esp to the ppl close to you. or maybe, you dun tink it tat way. maybe, i have been the one tinking tat way. maybe, it's juz me. maybe, i m the problem.

i dun understand the ppl ard me. i tried but i stil dun.

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what's wrong with ppl who put in effort to keep a rs together. what's wrong? maybe i m a little over demanding. maybe i m a little too sensitive. a little short tempered. a little overpowering. but i meant no harm. why would i bother to do so much.

maybe i shouldn't expect others to be the same. different ppl hae their own point of view and principles. their own living habits.

their own kind.

tis wasn't the first time. i wonder how some ppl would be able to come out with the lamest reason possible. you dun call it excuse becoz it's realli their reason for not being able to (watever). they realli meant to (contribute sth) but juz cant be able to make it becoz of (watever lame reason you can tink of ie. i need to go home and feed my pet hamster.) sometimes, you would tink tat i m forcing you into it but i m actually trying to find out wat's stopping you. my 'WHY?' doesn't mean "i dun care. you hae to (ie. listen to mi)". my question 'WHY?' just means 'WHY?'. you dun hae to avoid my smses, and fone calls. if you are stil considering juz let mi know. i m not pushing you into aniting. if you dun wanna do it, juz sae so. if you wun feel bad abt not contributing into aniting and wait for the event to come, juz sae so. if you tink money can solve everyting, juz sae so.

i hate to wait for hours/sometimes even days and stil not receive any responses. all these only make my passion to organize events lessen a great deal. all you need to do is to suggest and i have to plan out everyting. all you have to do is to wait, lay back and relax while trying to tink of a perfect rejection with a tactful twist to my million dollar question 'WHY?'.

i have enough of this shit.

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okie. everyting's allllllrite now. i'm a man. so BE a man.

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bumped into david and amy todae. i didnt see them initially until jing whispered 'eh. amy and.. david.' i looked up and saw many ppl, juz moving figures, til we were almost 2 metres apart. waved, 'Hi'-ed and walked away. dun blame mi. i didn't have my specs on. i can see no one clearly. ask des. i was with my frenz in Bugis. were shopping for presents when i heard, 'EMILY! EMILY!'. i quickly looked ard and saw a familiar figure. DES! ahahah.. sooo, dun blame me if i didn't see you even though we were realli realli near each other, even 1 table away. i m almost blind without my specs.

When I'm around you I don't feel together

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Wednesday, June 04, 2008

That kind of tenderness couldn't be permitted to last. nothing tat beautiful could live long. it wasn't allowed. you only got a taste, enough to know wat perfection meant, and then you paid for it the rest of your life. like a guy chained to a rock, who stole fire. the gods made an eagle eats his liver for all eternity. you paid for every second of beauty you managed to steal.

But it had been real. We loved each other once...

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Monday, June 02, 2008

we were juz hanging out by the pool. i was bored. borrowed the lighter and took the used parking coupon to a corner of the car park. and started 'doing my stuff'. a voice came from behind, 'ee! so smelly.' didnt notice there was someone standing behind me. i juz smiled and finished up my stuff. threw the lighter back at him and joined the rest at the benches.

he followed becoz he was concerned abt me, or his lighter?

只要你这样的陪我, 静静的就足够了

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