Green Green Grass of Home

When the door i hae been waiting for closed, many others opened up. but i chose to walk around and close them one by one. standing in front of the door tat had closed on mi, i tried to force it open. knocking, banging and pleading outside. the man in the house did not unbolt. all i could hear was his laughter. his new found happiness. wat happened to the man i used to know. wat made him change, wat made him treat mi like tat.

i didnt ask and so i will nv know.

i will open the door, once in a while. hoping to see someone waiting for mi outside. all i faced was disappointment. he will never turn back. the false hopes tat i held slowly led mi away. away to my own world. somewhere i tot i will be safe. somewhere no one will know mi. somewhere i will never remember him.

i will open the door, once in a while. hoping to see someone waiting for mi outside. every now and then, there will be someone walking up. but for some reasons, i didnt let them in. you'll ask mi why. i dunnoe myself. i reckon I'm afraid to let that man standing outside to ruin the beautiful world i had built up inside. it's the place i find peace and quiet. some place which had nursed my wound. i dun wan ani other person to destroy my effort.

i will open up the door, once in a while. hoping to see someone waiting for mi outside. for some special ones, i invited them in, but they can onli stay in the hall. usually, they wun stay long. and the door was closed, again.

i learn to let go for some tings are juz never meant to be. the door is still closed but unbolted.

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7:36 PM

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