Tuesday, May 27, 2008

4 years back, I'd just graduated from DMN. my beloved secondary school. it was there tat i learnt many things, abt life, abt myself. it was where i had started changing. developing my personality. my bad and good habits. mixed with the bad and goody good students. got bullied and teased at. and getting back at them, of coz. all those silly stuff of befriending and joining the more 'popular' grp of frenz, calling names, backstabbing, disturbing the class and teachers, hangin out late/early, depending how you see it and getting to know a whole bunch of great ppl..

DMN'03 3/4D
a realli fun grp of ppl. a class of clowns. a room of warmth. and in there, we formed a grp, by the majority of gers, 7-11. 11 gers. and my favourite number 7. =)

flipping thru my autograph book tat i had during our last yr together in DMN, it brought back many pleasant but sore memories..

i didnt know why i allowed myself to use my SNOOPY notebook. mostly, i would juz collect and keep them safely in my cabinet. but, these ppl who wrote are special.

Debby Hartono. she's away for further studies right now. she played excellent bball. one who could listen and understands me real well.

RuiTing. working. a damn sporty and talkative ger. both of us hae veri prominent 'tiger' tooth. we can bitch forever and doesn't feel tired at all.

Eileen Kek. working. we werent as close.

ShiLi. studying. stil remembered how we get to know each other. and tat forbidden sci lab. sometimes, somethings can nv be repaired.

Ellyn Tan. last heard from her tat she's into designing at a certain co. firstly, she drew a POOH in my SNOOPY book when she knew tat i hate it. veri much. aniway, i always felt tat she has split personality. the quiet and playful side of her. we used to spend lots of time together but she seldom share her secrets with mi. she has a near perfect family, bf and frenz but for no reasons, she always caused the atmosphere to turn gloomy. she told me tat i had saved her life once. i cant actually remember when. we all kept our darkest secrets deep down, hoping tat by never mentioning it again, we will be able to stay happy. tat's silly us. in our last yr in DMN, she told mi why. her troubles. her woes. i wanted to rush down to look for her but she wun tell mi where she was. fortunately, nth happened to her.

actually, i was veri glad tat my words meant so much to her. tat i had helped someone i love. to me, tat 'thank you' was more than sufficient for me to hold on to her for all my life.

Vanessa. regretted losing tis fren. and i know she'd not forgiven mi, totally.

Jenny. studying. she's blur as ever. veri often the one who creates all the laughter and jokes. our veri own BLURBLOCK. =)
Sharon. working, i reckon.

LiTing. studying. another one who had great impact to my life. tis ger is always willing to share with you her happiness and joy, listen to you whine and always there to juz be there for you.

JingYing. studying. she'd sticked to mi or rather i had lashed on to her ever since then...

sometimes, i would tink back and regret not spending more time with them. regretted for not cherishing wat i had, wat i can create and wat i had missed out. most ppl look up to me as a cheerful and strong ger. but i'm slowli losing it...

i juz hope tat the old me can return and bring back the light in my life.

and lastly, thank you 7-11. thank you for making my years in DMN memorable.

my forever beauty.

I gave you love, all you gave me was pretend

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