Sunday, April 27, 2008
whee~ Every one's having exams!
i have been busying myself with studies and tuition. i m not revising yet becoz i m stil studyin wat the lecturers had taught last yr. i know tat i m running out of time but watever happens, i'm trying my best now. =)
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realized tat i had been missing out alot on the girls' stuff. pardon me tat i hadnt have the time to come online. i getting to be another jia.
recently, my mood has been rather unstable. i know it's veri difficult to be with mi these days. sorry. sometimes, i dun even recognise the girl i see in the mirror. tried to keep myself away from ppl and no, it didnt make mi feel better.
i need a break.
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i had been tinking abt how i should hold my bdae tis yr.
my good sister told mi to make it a BIG one. but i doubt tat many will attend and he corrected me saying a BIG party doesnt mean one with a large num of ppl but one tat is eventful. BIG as in BIG with fun, excitement and full of life.
his words always make me look at things with a wider/different perspective.
Reckless words pierce like a sword,
but the tongue of a wise brings healing.
blabber jabber
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Monday, April 21, 2008
drew tis on jia's whiteboard. i was staying over for some reasons and it wasnt there the nx time i went over.
she doesnt know how to appreciate my kind of art.
Maybe we're trying too hard...
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Saturday, April 19, 2008
it's another weekend.
lay back and RELAX...
after scrolling down THE blog, i realized tat i hadnt been uploading any photos for the past.. few weeks. well, it's becoz i hadnt been taking many photos ard these days. there's nth much or should i sae nth new in my life.
i prefer hanging out at a pub/__'s house and drink/chat the night away. i hate crowded places. i always suspect tat i m suffering from crowd-phobia, if there's such tings. haha. you see ppl squeezing their way through, banging into each other and everywhere is ren REN REN. trains, on the streets, malls, everywhere.
staying home is soosoosoo much better. and tat's why we would rather buy everyting back to enjoy den to risk being suffocated by the crowd.
Missing someone gets easier everyday.
Because, even though it is one day further from the last time you saw each other,
it is one day closer to the next time you will…
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2:35 PM
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Friday, April 18, 2008
hear this story....
Leona Lewis – Better in time
It's been the longest winter without you
I didn’t know where to turn to
See somehow I cant forget you
After all that we've been through
go in, come in
thought i heard a knock
who's there? no one
thinking that i deserved it
now i realize that i really didn’t know
you didn’t notice, you mean everything
quickly im learning, to love again
all i know is, imma be ok
thought i couldn’t live without you
it's gonna hurt when it heals to
it'll all get better in time
even though i really love you
i'm gonna smile cause i deserve to
it'll all get better in time
how could i turn on the TV
without something there to remind me
was it all that easy
to just put aside your feelings
if im dreaming don’t wanna let
hurt my feelings but that’s the path
i believe in and i know that
time will heal it
you didn’t notice,
you mean everything
quickly im learning, to love again
all i know is,
imma be ok
thought i couldn’t live without you
it's gonna hurt when it heals to
it'll all get better in time
even though i really love you
i'm gonna smile cause i deserve to
it'll all get better in time
since there’s no more you and me
it's time i let you go
so i can be free
and live my life how it should be
no matter how hard
it is i'll be fine without you
yes i will
thought i couldn’t live without you
it's gonna hurt when it heals to
it'll all get better in time
even though i really love you
i wanna smile cause i deserve to
it'll all get better in time
blabber jabber
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1:29 AM
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Thursday, April 17, 2008
been busy with revisions and tuition everyday.
the rest over the weekend is great. wasnt hoping for monday to come but with a blink of an eye, it's thurs, almost weekend again. hahahz..
having a bad sore throat and non stopping cough. it's those itchy non-phlegm kind.
irritating.
i couldnt stop coughing when i'm on the bus, alone. i tried to control the cough but the itchiness made me tear which i wiped off as quickly as it came.the other passengers tot i was crying and gave me the pitiful look. i can onli turn and look out..
sometimes i would drop off earlier and "cough my way home".. hai, how long more to recover, again?
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got back the MOCK's result. wasnt good enuff since i did study for a few chaps for each module. my crapping skills werent veri much appreciated tis time. guess the markers will be even more stringent for the real one.
i'm not counting down for it but whenever i m scheduling for the nx tuition, i see 8th may coming nearer and nearer each time. got to press on for a month more and i can hae all the slack i wan after 13th jun. so JIAYOU!!!
Without you, i'm blind.
blabber jabber
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11:27 PM
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Monday, April 14, 2008
if it wasnt for you, i wouldn't be here.
if it wasnt for you, i wouldn't be wat i am now.
if it wasnt for you, i wouldn't know wat's happiness.
if it wasnt for you, i wouldn't know a heart break can be so heartbreaking.
if it wasnt for you, i wouldn't know i hae feelings.
if it wasnt for you, i wouldn't hae known the meaning of love.
if it wasnt for you, i wouldn't hae known the meaning of being loved.
if i ain't got you...
thank you for going thru a part of my life with me.
thank you for tearing me apart, breaking me into pieces and shattering all my dreams.
thank you for it's all becoz of you.
I'm READY. ready for the nx part of my life.
8th may, 我来了!
In three words I can sum up what I learnt in life: It goes on....
blabber jabber
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Tuesday, April 08, 2008
Strategy : Message from Lecturer, Mr Zhang Jianlin
8 April 2008
Dear Students
If you thinking opting UOL119-Strategy for the new academic year 2008-07, the lecturer, Mr Zhang Jianlin would like to highlight the following.
"As Strategy (119) heavily applies the topics covered in Managerial Economics or Microeconomics, in particular topics of Game Theory and Oligopoly, students who intend to take Strategy (119) in the coming academic year should have already taken either Managerial Economics or Microeconomics previously. If you have not done so, please defer it to 2009/2010 academic year. To pass Strategy (119) and to avoid unnecessary struggling with the understanding of syllabus, it is important that you choose this unit with necessary foundations. As this is only the 2nd year we offer Strategy (119) at SIM, it is also recommended that you choose it in 2009/2010 academic year when we have a more complete statistics of passing rates.
Thanks,
Jianlin"
so, what am i suppose to do now? I've PAID for the exam fees. i have not finished my ME or taken Micro before. I'm supposed to be successfully graduated by 2009/2010.
I DUN WAN TO RETAKE/DEFER ANY SUBJECTS!
I WILL PASS STRGY, no matter what!
blabber jabber
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11:51 PM
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Are you okie?
Every time someone asks me tat question, i say, "i'm fine, thank you," but to be honest i'm not. do people really want to know how you feel when they ask, "How are you?"? Or are they trying to be polite?
the nx time the woman across the road from my house says to me, "How are you?" I'm going to say to her, "Well, actually, i'm not veri well at all, thank you. i'm feeling a bit depressed and lonely. Pissed off at the world. Envious of you and your perfect little family but not particularly envious of your husband at having to live with you. And then I'll tell her abt how i started a new term and met many new people and how i'm trying hard to pick myself up but tat I'm now at a loss abt wat else to do. Then i'll tell her how it pisses mi off when everyone says time is a healer when at the same time they also say absence makes the heart grow fonder, which really confuses me, becoz tat means tat the longer he's gone the more i want him. I'll tell her tat nothing is healing at all and tat every morning i wake up in my empty bed it feels like salt is being rubbed into those unhealing wounds. And then I'll tell her how much i miss him and abt how worthless my life seems without him. how uninterested I'm in getting on with tings without him and I'll explain how i feel like I'm just waiting for my world to end so tat i can join him."
and guess wat her reply would be?
blabber jabber
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Saturday, April 05, 2008
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were,
but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there
Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside
but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide
'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back
Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, ohh
If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you...
Just so you know
blabber jabber
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1:13 AM
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Wednesday, April 02, 2008
i went totally crazy when i met you last week.
and todae, i got worse.
PLEASE god. you either gif mi back my sanity or him.
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juz a reminder for myself.
exam's only a month away. 4 papers.
SO START STUDYING BITCH!!!
blabber jabber
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