Green Green Grass of Home

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!!!
and a HAPPY BDAE to everyone..

it's 初七, also known as 人日. we are a year older now. =)

new year has been SUPER boring. i tink we've all grown out of it.
been out visiting, gambling, gathering. and i tink tat's the onli good ting. we get excuses for gambling and staying out but not forgetting tat we are able to wear red from head to toe without ani disapprovals. hahaz..

managed to get a family photo from my paternal side. it's kind of.. heartwarming. seeing everyone together. sitting down for dinner and chats. and how my grandma gets weaker as the days go by. but.. it's a nice gathering for aunties, uncles, cousins and nieces.

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sch had resumed and.. i'm not into my study mood yet.
time to pull up my socks, high.

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all action is acting. all performing is performance. there's a reason these words hae double meanings. to design means to plan, but also to decieve. to fabricate is to make wid skills, but also to decieve. art means deception. craft means deception. there is no escaping it. if we would play a part in the world, we muz act. let's say, a man psychoanalyzes a woman. he becomes her doctor; he assumes a role. it isnt lying, but it is acting. if he drops tat role wif her, he assumes another - fren, lover, husband, watever it is. we can choose wat part we play, but tat's all.

tat coincides wif wat sociology had taught mi. we learn and take up an identity society had given us. eveyone plays different roles at different time. and we juz play it. nth more.

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after several days of gambling, i have reached a conclusion:
this is not a good year for RABBITS.

Whose heart is more crippled?

the heart that cant stop loving

or the one that is loved but cant return tat love.

blabber jabber @
12:59 AM

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