Green Green Grass of Home

There is no mystery about happiness. Unhappy men are all alike. Some wound they suffered long ago, some wish denied, some blow to pride, some kindling spark of love put out by scorn – or worse, indifference - cleaves to them, or they to it, and so they live each day within a shroud of yesterdays. The happy man does not look back. He doesn’t look ahead. He lives in the present.

But here’s the rub. The present can never deliver one thing: meaning. The ways to happiness and meaning are not the same. To find happiness, a man needs only live in the moment; he needs only live for the moment. But if he wants meaning – the meaning of his dreams, his secrets, and his life - a man must re-inhabit his past, however dark and live for the future, however uncertain. Thus, nature dangles happiness and meaning before us all, insisting only that we choose between them.....

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2008 started off with assignments, tests and more revisions.. how great it is to realize exam's approaching! and to think i have juz started having fun after the long and tiring summer break..

it's coming again. everyting will be repeating itself but my last minute revisions. needtostart needtostart needtostart right now!!

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there's the blood donation drive in sch from 8th to 10th tis month. went down. it was our first time. jing eu and mi. they went in first. had their blood tested and prepared for the donation. i was afraid but i wanted to do sth good (to repay my sins). however, they couldn't find my blood veins. at tat very moment, i felt relaxed and a little disappointed.

i felt faint after jing and eu finished their donation. and it's not mi doin it for goodness sake. i'm weak. so weak. felt dizzy and nauseous the whole evening. yuek.

met KC for dinner. it's been a longlonglong time.. he's stil as... friendly. we had some tim sums and bowled at marina square.

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i need to exercise!! everyday!!! ermm.. maybe.. once every 2 3 days for a start. =)

I’ve nv met a man like tat. I’d nv go so far so fast...

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