Tuesday, December 18, 2007
i'm getting used to being alone. staying at homez. not emo-ing here but i'd realized tat i actually enjoyed the quiet times.
i dont hae to set my alarm. no rush in the morning to meet anybody or to sch. i can slp in as long as i like. laze ard doin nth. read a book. listen to the radio. hae my chocolaty chocos. tie up my hair in all different ways. make a little sth for my lovelies. watch tv. go for a short run, realli short one. on the fone. surfing the net. watch romantic princess.
there's so mani tings i can do. and if anyone realized, there's no "do my assignment", "tutorials" or "revision".. hahaz.. becoz i cant study at homez. and that 1 dae will pass veri quickli. yes. i like spending time alone. i'm all well and up. everyting had come to an end. put down the tings tat ought to, pick up the pieces tat have lied ard for too long and i m moving on, fast.
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met up with s19 last last last wed. joc is leaving nx jan. finally. finally she'd made up her mind, i hoped, to further her studies. all the best! we'll meet up soon, before you leave. and make sure you remember my chocolates! =)
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sch's the same. lecture-tea break-lecture-hangingard-tuition. boring life, hur? i need some life to be injected into my boring agenda!! maybe... a good man? hohoho!
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Christmas is coming! wonderful. as usual, we'll be having our own family gathering. kind of dread it. like how des said, "maybe, we had grow out of it." i haven start my xmas shopping and i doubt i will bring aniting there tis yr. which i know, for sure, tat my aunties/uncles will start to tok behind our backs. exchange of presents should be sharing fun and joy. not to buy for the sake of buying. i rather not hae aniting den to receive pens/pencils/little notebook tat with a glance you'd know tat it is from those gift packs for little children. gifts are not weighed by their cost but value. anyting can be a gift but it's the thought whether it means alot to the receiver make it a priceless present. but aniwae, meeting up with my cousins is fun. how time flies. they used to be tat little. now, we speak the same language. it's so much easier. hahaz...
sivix will hae a small xmas party too. hopefulli everyting goes well. =)
when you see mi again,
juz gif mi reasons
dun gif mi chance
becoz i know i'll make the same mistake.
blabber jabber
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