Sunday, December 30, 2007
This is to all my frenz...
<<有一种友谊>>
一种人
固执而任性
一种人
宁静且宽容
她们结成了一种友谊
这种友谊
单纯而可爱
这种友谊看似平常
却刻骨铭心
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a quarter of my life was gone with no big achievements. but with all the falls and picking up, i learnt. life is not about how mani As you scored or how much you earned but how much understanding you hae for others and how much you believe in it. you live onli once, make full use of it.
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it's easy to meet someone new. it's difficult to maintain relationships. it's no use to sae, i'll remember you for life when you put no effort in improving it. and i always believe there are no frenz for life becoz if there is one who will stand with you as long as you breath, it is you. no one else.
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i need to slim down!! for the new year's new image. need to be disciplined to hae my regular workout. diet/exercise/study/tuition all the way til jun is over.
exam's schedule is out! damn fast. strategy's is way out - 13th jun. and i was telling eu that we can start working after poa's. hahaz.. 2 more years to go and i m out of SIM. i've promised to visit debby by the end of 2009. soooo, plan and work hard ppl!!
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3/4 more days and it will be xian's bdae. the one i know who will be 21st first. wondering how my 21st will be like. sth big with bbq/chalet/party or juz a simple gathering for frenz and family. hmmm... i hae a yr more to tink.....
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烟和缘的读音那么相似. 其实最相似的是, 到了最后, 它们都会散掉
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gonna say a good bye to 2007. finally a year of nothing is coming to an end.
how much i have done over the past months:-
jan-struggling
feb-struggling
mar-struggling+prelims
apr-struggling+studying for exams
may-struggling+exams
jun-work
jul-work
aug-work
sept-school/tuitions
oct-school/tuitions
nov-school/tuitions
dec-school/tuitions/2tens/xmas
veri fulfilling, hur? but at least, i m happie with life now and i hope it will get better and better as the days goes. realli got to thank all the people who had lent mi a hand, for pulling mi out and guiding mi to where i m. thanks.
wanted to post everything tat i haven before the yr ends but.. i doubt i can. rather lazi nowadays. juz feel like slacking at a corner, read a novel and enjoy.. so, see you guys nx year!!!
Happy 2008, everyone!!!!!!
may everything good comes our way. all the best!
对的时间遇见对的人是一生幸福
对的时间遇见错的人是一场心伤
错的时间遇见对的人是一段荒唐
错的时间遇见错的人是一世的叹息
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Monday, December 24, 2007
MERRY Xmas!!
hahaz.. cant wait for it to arrive. i dunnoe why i'm expecting so much from xmas. maybe it's becoz of... well nth.
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everyting's fine! actually it's even better, it's a wonderful week. my time was very well spent. been givin my little one tuitions almost everydae juz to cover up watever i had missed during her holi break.
no tots abt tutorials/assignments. hahaz.. sch is far far away. at least for this week til 2008 comes! a new year!! everyting's gonna change! and i m looking forward to it. =)
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been to a few nice places which i was lazi to post up. the gathering is good. i dun care if we meet up everdae or once a yr, we juz hae to spend watever time we have as enjoyable as possible.
oh!! DEBBY'S back! til 27th dec. wonder how she's now. hmm.. it'd been almost 4 yrs... stil remembered the days we spent under the void deck, opposite tamp lib, studying. everyone was happie even thou we were quite stressed up. the bball days after sch. how our class 'bullied' our teachers. how we chiong-ed for our dnt project and mani more priceless memories. it's nice to reminisce and tink abt our happie past.
those were the days~
no words can say what love can do
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Wednesday, December 19, 2007
笨蛋
女：很多时候，我因为怕受伤，所以就选择先放弃。我可以因为我太爱自由所以宁愿渴望爱情却依然不知怎样让别人进我的世界。
男：难道我不能给你百分百的信心吗？你知道我一直有多在乎你。
女：我珍惜这安全感，却担心它的期限，所以每天的感觉还是孤独的。我还是需要一个人，一个人想一想。
冰箱结霜咖啡滚烫
煮不好最简单的早餐
我的生活是一团混乱
维持单身感觉茫然
喜不喜欢习不习惯
我总是说不出个答案
一个人来又一个人往
怎么让他流连忘返
我不想当笨蛋
我在墙上写满渴望
我可以大哭一场
房间还是空空荡荡
我绝对不逞强
该属于我任其自然
可是我也要安全
感在某个适当程度的主张
纵然是了解眼光也是温暖
男：这段日子你真的过得好吗？
女：没有你的早晨，加了糖的咖啡，也是苦的。
男：当时，我尊重你的要求，所以我离开。但这段日子你不开心，所以我就回来了。
女：也许我连自己要什么我也不知道。我一个人悠悠荡荡，自由久了，也没有了目标，梦也醒来。那些墙上已经不自觉写满了你的名字。
男：单身是茫然。恋爱也盼望。我明白所以我用时间去证明了这颗心。我会因为你曾经的放弃而改变。
每个早上都想赖床
没有梦是最让人沮丧
我的眼睛盯着天花板
也跑不出任何对象
我不想当笨蛋
我在墙上写满渴望
我可以大哭一场
房间还是空空荡荡
我绝对不逞强
该属于我任其自然
可是我也要安全感
在某个适当程度的主张
纵然是了解眼光也是温暖
我不想当笨蛋
我在墙上写满渴望
我可以大哭一场
房间还是空空荡荡
我绝对不逞强该
属于我任其自然
可是我也要安全感
在某个适当程度的主张
纵然是了解眼光也是温暖
纵然是了解眼光也是温暖
女：难道我真的是个笨蛋，一直错过已经在身边的幸福。
男：我们只是用时间找到了我们需要什么。时间让我们认识了自己，也肯定了对方。
女：因为你，让我知道真正的幸福是什么。
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Tuesday, December 18, 2007
i'm getting used to being alone. staying at homez. not emo-ing here but i'd realized tat i actually enjoyed the quiet times.
i dont hae to set my alarm. no rush in the morning to meet anybody or to sch. i can slp in as long as i like. laze ard doin nth. read a book. listen to the radio. hae my chocolaty chocos. tie up my hair in all different ways. make a little sth for my lovelies. watch tv. go for a short run, realli short one. on the fone. surfing the net. watch romantic princess.
there's so mani tings i can do. and if anyone realized, there's no "do my assignment", "tutorials" or "revision".. hahaz.. becoz i cant study at homez. and that 1 dae will pass veri quickli. yes. i like spending time alone. i'm all well and up. everyting had come to an end. put down the tings tat ought to, pick up the pieces tat have lied ard for too long and i m moving on, fast.
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met up with s19 last last last wed. joc is leaving nx jan. finally. finally she'd made up her mind, i hoped, to further her studies. all the best! we'll meet up soon, before you leave. and make sure you remember my chocolates! =)
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sch's the same. lecture-tea break-lecture-hangingard-tuition. boring life, hur? i need some life to be injected into my boring agenda!! maybe... a good man? hohoho!
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Christmas is coming! wonderful. as usual, we'll be having our own family gathering. kind of dread it. like how des said, "maybe, we had grow out of it." i haven start my xmas shopping and i doubt i will bring aniting there tis yr. which i know, for sure, tat my aunties/uncles will start to tok behind our backs. exchange of presents should be sharing fun and joy. not to buy for the sake of buying. i rather not hae aniting den to receive pens/pencils/little notebook tat with a glance you'd know tat it is from those gift packs for little children. gifts are not weighed by their cost but value. anyting can be a gift but it's the thought whether it means alot to the receiver make it a priceless present. but aniwae, meeting up with my cousins is fun. how time flies. they used to be tat little. now, we speak the same language. it's so much easier. hahaz...
sivix will hae a small xmas party too. hopefulli everyting goes well. =)
when you see mi again,
juz gif mi reasons
dun gif mi chance
becoz i know i'll make the same mistake.
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Monday, December 10, 2007
Bubbly by Colbie Caillat
Spoken: Will you count me in?
I've been awake for a while now
You've got me feelin' like a child now
'Cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tinglies in a silly place
It starts in my toes
And I crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go
The rain is falling on my window pane
But we are hiding in a safer place
Under covers stayin dry and warm
You give me feelings that I adore
They start in my toes
Make me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go
What am I gonna say
When you make me feel this way
I just mmmmm
And it starts in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go
ba dada da dada da ba da dada dada da
I've been asleep for a while now
You tuck me in just like a child now
'Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth
And it starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feeling shows
'cause you make me smile baby
Just take your time now
Holdin' me tight
Wherever, wherever, wherever you go
Wherever, wherever, wherever you go
a lovely country song. you'll get hooked to it.. =)
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Sunday, December 09, 2007
4th dec 07 is a veri special dae. a dae where all 6 of us met up to celebrate my bdae. =)
everyone got up pretty early, not 6 7 kind of early tat's almost impossible. had planned to watch tattooist at MS. we did watch. hahaz..it's a .. nice movie. i dun tink it should fall under horror, becoz it's not. it's more to suspense/supernatural kind of movie. i liked it alotalot.
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"It was the samoan ppl who came out with the word tattoo. they believed tat tatoos can cure aliments and change fate. it is bestowed to you by god and everyone has their own unique symbols. every man hae to get their pe'a completed by a tufuga to which symbolized tat you hae grown from a boy to a man.veri similar to our NS, where boys become man.=P those tat had their pe'a done half way or shunned away will be put to shame. and they'll forever live in shame...."
then, we walked a little ard there before setting off for Tea House at China Square. i bet noone had heard of tis before. hahaz.. it a ulu ulu place. aniwae, we had tim sum buffet there. it's a... alrite. not veri fantastic but edible. and with tis wonderful ppl ard, aniting will taste juz great!
we were waiting for buz 961#, if i remembered correctly. but it juz didnt come. onli to realised after.. a good 10mins, which we had fully utilized, it onli operates on weekends and public holidays. BLEAH!
and so, we took cabs down separately..OH! i went to hunt for my own bdae cake. jia was late and thus no time -> no cake -> buy it myself. in the concrete jungle, we saw sth green and familiar. POLAR! bought a choco brownie. went back to the tea house and started our buffeting.
it's time for the cake and presents!! photos will tell it all. =)
some of them will be blurry becoz i m too fast to be caught on camera =D
*card from AlinA*
*a JUMPER!*
*cookies and choco from Chocz. santa was crushed,badly*
*da jie da helped mi with the cake*
we had a hard time trying to finish the brownie. i'm not going to buy any cakes from polar, anymore. after our tim sum, ali got to rush off for work while the rest of us went down to bugis to look for jing's dress. denise and hl went off early. jia jing and i went to tcc to 'rest our feet'. it was a tiring dae but a memorable one no less. THANK YOU GUYS!
ps. i'd missed out some here and there. uploading photos is tiring. additional posts will be up shortly.
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Tuesday, December 04, 2007
Before the clock strikes 12, i m here to wish myself, yet again, a HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY. hahahz.. went out wid the gers for a movie, lunch and some shopping. i'll fill you in when i hae all the photos ready.
wat i can sae is a big THANK YOU to all my frenz. you're soo so sooo sweet. thank god for letting us meet. from acquaintances (last dec) to goodie goodie frenz. i'll treasure tis bond between us. i'll not let aniting come between mi and my gerfrenz.
i'll always remember 041207. thank you guys. muackz!
you're the one who keeps mi wishing on my wishing star
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I've turned TWENTY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
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Sunday, December 02, 2007
Better as a memory by Kenny Chesney
i move on like a sinner's prayer
letting go like a levee breaks
walk away as if i don't care
learn to shoulder my mistakes
i'm built to fade like your favorite song
get reckless when there's no need
laugh as your stories ramble on
break my heart but it won't bleed
my only friends are pirates, it's just who i am
i'm better as a memory than as your man
i'm never sure when the truth won't do
i'm pretty good on a lonely night
I move on the way a storm blows through
i never stay, but then again, i might
i struggle sometimes to find the words
always sure until i doubt
walk a line until it blurs
build the walls too high to climb out
i'm honest to a fault, it's just who i am
i'm better as a memory than as your man
I see you leanin', you're bound to fall
I don't wanna be that mistake
i'm just a dreamer, nothing more
you should know it before it gets too late
cause good-bye's are like a roulette wheel
you never know where they're gonna land
first you're spinning, then you're standing still
left holding a losing hand
one day you're gonna find someone
right away, you'll know it's true
that all of your seeking's done
was just a part of the passing through
right there in that moment
you'll finally understand
that i was better as a memory than as your man
better as a memory than as your man
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Saturday, December 01, 2007
it's a good one week off from tuition. =)
no more rushin from sch and plenty of time to hangout and hae fun.
my little kid has mani vacation plans coming. she has been to places i always wanted to go. places, mani mani places. so lucky. i m jealous.
OH! i need more tuition assignments!! hahaz.. i cant go on much longer with tat meagre income.
tests left: ME tis coming mon & marketing wed
and tues is my bdae. i m goin to be 2ty soon. real soon. and everyting will come to an end, hopefulli. i'm moving on, moving on... lalala..lalala..
and when dec's here, xmas is here!! den, CNY and our dear examinations. time flies. i tot i juz started my new term in sept. and the whole 'vicious' cycle will come again nx sept. i need to start revising. no more last min work. tis yr's module is much harder and i dun hae much confidence for all the papers. marketing is the worst off all. hai..
i'll alway hae you, juz like a tattoo..
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