Green Green Grass of Home

i used to note down everyting tat i had done here.
but the lazi bug strike. i missed out on quite a number of meaningful tings tat happened and affected mi. tried to keep myself occupied. tried to start my revision. tried to control my emotions. tried to bring back the old mi..

i miss being myself. i miss the way i enjoyed life. the way i "dun gif a damn" abt wat's happening. the times when i loved sports, i stil do, but there are almost no motivation for it. it's not becoz i dun hae the time. i juz dun do it.

people ard mi change, so will i. dun call it peer pressure but peer influence. nobody can force mi to do sth unless i myself wanted to do it. i do tings on purpose. i always tot tat doin tings people tink you wun/cant do is sth great. rebellious.

immature. childish. watever.

tis is how i used to be.

if onli we hadnt met under those circumstances..

maybe our fate would be different

blabber jabber @
6:42 PM

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