Green Green Grass of Home

tis post is boring and incoherent. you dun hae to understand it.

hadnt been the best these couple of weeks. i dunnoe wat got into mi. hae been thinkin abt my life, myself. i dun hae a goal, i'm not sure where i'm heading and wat i m doing now. i'm juz wasting my time, dae after dae.

i regretted for not being able to be a good daughter and i m workin hard to make my family closer. hadnt hae dinner wif them for a couple of weeks. givin tuition is part of the reason, a minor one in fact. i love to hang out late everydae. i dunnoe why. we can settle at a pub, drink, chat and stone there for hours. i can stay up all nite to plae mj. or head down to town to catch a movie.

i dun see them when i wake up for sch and when i m back, they were all asleep.
i need to wake up. i need to cherish the ppl ard mi before they're gone, before i regret.

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for now, i need to set my life straight. the most important is my family and studies. anything good tat comes along is a plus.

learn to loosen up. you'll see life in a different light.

i love to go on a walk along the beach. Being out in the natural world is the right way to rejuvenate myself, get a new perspective on where i'm going. it's a nice place to let out.

i dun need you to be there 24/7 for mi. all i need is your presence. i dun expect tender loving care. juz a simple hug or a warming smile to chase away my troubles, to let mi noe tat i'll be alrite and tat i still hae you.

trust isnt built up overnite. but it can be broken by a single action, a certain lie, overnite. i m not ready to go into a new relationship becoz i noe i cant gif in my best yet. i'd let go of the previous one. no one was at fault. it's juz tat we'd met too early. the timing was wrong.

if we hadnt make the promise and stayed as forever frenz. maybe it would be different now. but it happened and we are now frenz forever.

不去强迫别人爱, 也不强迫自己去爱

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