Green Green Grass of Home

juz realized how much changes a person can undergo. i always thought i understand you but in actual fact, i dun. everyone hae secrets. yes, i hae mine too. but there're some things you'd share with the closest or closer frenz to whom you trust. there're some things you rather kept under your cover, away from the eyes of the public. those dirty lies and excuses you made up to cover the previous lie. i hate to play games, especially to ppl i termed as frenz.

i was betrayed twice, by the ones i trusted the most. the ones whom i poured my heart to. the ones whom i thought will always stand by mi. but i was wrong. the hurt tat they brought to mi can kill an elephant. i became reserve and quiet. i m doubtful abt the meaning of frenz. i lost my self. den slowly, i picked up the pieces and grabbed the hand tat was always there, reaching to mi. she didnt gif up on mi. she didnt walk away.

i was glad i heed her advice. i was grateful for her presence.

i know tat hypocrites are everywhere around us. i cant make them disappear but i can choose to ignore them. i ought to control my temper, my attitude and approach towards them, if not i m no better.

i will stay calm. totally apathetic. i will face it off nonchalantly. i will stop aniting tat might spoil my dae. i will stay composed. try mi.

you can choose to walk away as if i dun care.

blabber jabber @
1:38 AM

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