Green Green Grass of Home

i hae sSoooO sSsSoOo mani tings to update here...

and since this summer break's ending, i can hae more time to keep my diary lively. =)

after these few months of work, i understand why ppl always sae 'it's better to be a student.' ,why it's better to study den to work. becoz, working life's a bore. you cant miss work like how we skip classes. you cant drag your lunch break, there's tons of work for you to complete. you cant doze off and pretend to be jotting down notes with your hand supporting your head, you need to finish the task and hand in everydae. or talk to the one beside you, they're buzi with their work too... aaahhh! i almost lost myself in these 3 months.

but well, i'd learnt alot. observing the way OL work and interact. they look friendly but you wouldnt noe wat they were doin behind your back. there are some who realli are nice. the minority who realli meant wat they sae. our conversation werent juz abt work and work alone. we tok abt our lives, our interests and our little secrets. there were some whom i can crap wid, some whom i wun mind opening up to. but to the larger grp, i m the 'quiet&hardworking' little ger..

met/made some old/new frenz.. some i noe i wun keep in contact with. but the temps there are mostli young lads who are awaiting for their enlistment or juz like mi - a vacation job. tis is my second office job and it further enlightens mi - office work is a nono for mi. i cant sit still and work for hours in front of the com. i can stay up all nitez to watch my dvds but not the whole mornin to finish the submissions..but the biggest factor is the unfriendli environment and fictitious relationships.. i hate pretend-ers!

if i choose to do wat i like, the one tat interests mi - i cant survive.
if i choose to follow the flow, do wat my degree can bring mi to - i can earn $$

and my decision is - to earn den to enjoy.

watever new will grow old one dae.

when tat time comes will you abandon and replace it wid another new one?

blabber jabber @
7:22 PM

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