Green Green Grass of Home

i had the weirdest 'dreams' over these past few weeks.
i call them nightmares.

i wasnt chase after by a stranger wid a knife or being strangled and hanged on a tree. they are unusual and odd. they always startled and woke mi up. sometimes, it was quite a shock tat i found myself gasping for air. there's a Chinese saying : 日有所思, 夜有所梦. but well, i nv tink much durin the dae. i dun even hae the time to. why is the past haunting mi, stil.

i always tot tat i had let go of the past. i tot tat i had regained my confidence. i tot you tink, who will confirm - a common army slang. i suppose i hadnt.

i m terribly disturbed whenever he resurfaces. i hadnt move on. i hate to be affected by him, stil. i hadnt move on. he makes mi feel miserable. i hadnt move on. lookin into tis mess - im the unfortunate one. stop treating yourself tis way. tis is totally unfair and unjust. he had everyting his way and you stil put up wid his shit.

NO MORE ROOM FOR ACCOMMODATION! i had enuff.

You'll see light at the end of the tunnel

blabber jabber @
1:29 PM

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