gugu told mi tat they will end the show wif fireworks. beautiful ones. when it was almost over, i took out my fone and got ready. mani ppl started to leave. and i tot they were so silly. they rather be the first few to chow and miss watchin the 'oh-so-beautiful' and magnificent fireworks. hahahahaz.. and guess wat? I WAS THE FOOLISH ONE. there wasnt ani fireworks. HAH! there was nth. hai. it was such a disappointment. to tink tat i gave up my precious slp to be there to watch the fireworks... ouch.
we went ard MS for my slippers. nth caught my eye. went for dinner wif jing and kit. met up wid gugu, allen and liaoz bee. had beef hor fun at geylang. woo~ delicious. walked over to sims drive for some fruits. DURAINS! my mother always told mi tat we should take some fruits after our meals. =) and we did. allen left early. den the rest of us had some men's talk. chao zhong wanted to come over but.. i tink he was drunk. so it's better tat he not come. finished our durains and headed homez...
in case you dun notice, tis uncle had 6-7 durains on the table and another basketful on the floor.. you dun eat durains tat way do you? even if you haven had them for years (like mi). he finished them all by himself. POWER!
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do you stil remember the little tings tat happened when you're small?
my grandma took care of mi when i was young. my parents went to work and left mi at her place. i was (or maybe still am) a veri rebellious ger. i nv listen, even if you cane mi. so.. i m always locked up in the storeroom and fed forcefully wif chillies. cruel, hur. didnt heard of child protection at tat time. hahahhaz.. tat's all i could remember.. some bits and pieces here and there.
my mother told mi tat i used to sing 1 song veri well.
衣服本来刚刚好, 怎么现在扣不上? 为什么?
and i always sing tat when i m in my father's van. there was once, i was scolded , sort of, by a taxi uncle. maybe it was becoz i kept repeatin the same song over and over again. and you hae to act tat cute voice for 为什么?... hahaz.. young and innocent times.. i m always tat innocent. even now.
how time flies.. i miss my sec sch daes. i miss our after sch activities. i miss the fun we had durin our dnt lessons. the times we piang so hard to finish our folios and work pieces. bball after sch. dinner at his place. late nite loiter. i miss my life. it seems as if everytin juz happened yesterdae. i stil remember them vivdly. the faces. the ppl. the times.. but.. everyting hae changed. i m not in my teens. i m not juz studyin to pass my Os. pain makes mi grow. walking into the life of an adult. studying for a brighter future. working for experience. gaining knowledge and skills for survival. growin up hurts. i hate the way i hae gone thru to grow up.
lookin back.. i wasted mani yrs of my life. didnt study well for my Os. but i stil chose the JC life. last min revsion for my As. and tis time. my cert brought mi to nowhere. tinkin tat it'll finally wake mi up.. it didnt. hai.. i wished tat i can go back time and start everyting all over again. maybe i can make it better..
if you can go back time, wat changes will you make?
*untidy march in but wid those uniforms, it still looks great. SMART*
*politics realli make one frets. look how much he hae shrunk.*
*the nitez performance. wid the floating jellyfishes.*
