Green Green Grass of Home

i m puttin on weight!! again.

all work and no exercise make jill a fat ger. =(

the jeans tat were used to be loose seem to fit better now. felt tat my tops are gettin tighter. was it juz mi or is it realli happenin!?

lunch was the onli ting i look forward to. my stomach's always ringin. i m hungry everydae. AH!
i tot i will be too stress to eat. juz like how i tot it wil be when there's exam. but the more stressful i got, the more i eat. and dinner's nv been better. my mother hae been whipping up superb dishes every nitez. i ate at least 2 bowls of rice. WWOOWW~ i love her curry.

i need to go on a diet. and a strict one mind you. hmm.. i'll try.

there's so mani tings tat are still waitin on my 'got-to-do' list. tot tat life after exam will be all free and easy. actualli it was. but i m more keen to work. so tat i will be able to cont wid my 2nd yr, if i can make it thru =P

tried to keep away from my com. i had enuff of tis machine at work. lookin at it for 10 hours is tirin. i will get blind one dae. and i wun get to rest early if i was to plae wif my com. i m almost late everydae. almost. i was early on my first dae. juz in time on my second. and late after tat.... hahahaz.. SO COOL

nth much happened tis week. the usual gossips of tat boss and tis colleague. tis guy and tat lady. tokin behind the boss's back. my granny's such a horrible lady. didnt noe tat she actualli DOTDOTDOT.

i got to plan my weekends properli. i dun wanna waste them rottin at homez. so plz ask mi out. to plae to drink for catch up or watever. juz bring mi out.

you're not the one i miss most. it was the moment we spent together. the past kept repeating themselves in my mind. i dun wanna tink abt it. but i hae no control animore. i m tired to try. tired to force and keep lyin to myself. there're times i realli wish i nv noe you. but it wun guarantee tat i wun get hurt by another. there's times i hope i nv noe wat you did behind my back. but i cant keep on pretending and act dumb. maybe our decision was too harsh but it's the best for you. hopefulli.

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