Friday, June 29, 2007

MONdae was moody...

TUESdae was nth but trouble...

WEDnesdae was wasted..

THURSdae was terrible...

and finally...

FRIdae.. i'm FREE!

thurs was badbadbad. a colleague of mine almost fainted when we were lunchin at han's. her lips turned black and her face was as white as sheet. she puked for almost an hour. she was cryin so badli. her head was spinnin. her body gave up. and her mens cramp was realli bad. all-in-one combo. when we pushed the wheelchair in. she started to cry. even louder. everyone in the toilet was lookin. nope. she wasnt cryin becoz of the pain. 'HUH! so ugly~' tat was all she said. (she's the 'clown' in the group, the one who gels all of us together) wheeled her to the clinic nearby and waited for the doc to get back from his lunch break. she lied on the bed, in the meantime, called her boi to pick her up. he was fast. the other colleagues were wonderin wat their partners will react if they fell sick.

one: 'AIYA, he will ask mi to take leave lor. work nvm de. go home rest lor'
another: 'i tink my one better. maybe, he will ask mi to take a cab back. maybe la...'

hahaz.. their conversation was interestin, hur. guess wat i was tinkin when they toked abt tat?

anywae, i m suffering from insomnia. i cant slp in the nite. i dunno why.

no.4 is comin. the same dae as the openin for harry potter. will you watch wif mi again? like we always do. guess not. i will be buzi workin too... i will..

i m lookin for a better job. my supervisor told mi tat they might hae to terminate my contract earlier. not becoz of my bad work performance! plz, i m so hardworkin. becoz they need to return my desk area to the other department they borrowed from. pw intro mi to be a pub ger. i tink i can hold my liquior well. gugu tinks so. hmmm.. and the pay's attractive. but he's worried tat i might be in a disadvantage. HOW?!

goin for my mj session NOW. wish mi luck =) CIAO~

when you go, would you even turn to say 'I dun love you like I did yesterdae?'

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Sunday, June 24, 2007

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bOqhvOMYqFw&eurl=

our own TPJC's MV. why didnt i feel tis sense of belonging before.

sat:

i was walkin to my kid's hse when my slipper gave up on mi. SHOCKED stunned STONED. i took it off and walked back, the fastest my legs could carry mi. luckily, i onli walked a third of the distance. walked past the blocks, embarrassing. the car park was sizzling hot. bth. UP and down. UP and down. pathetic..
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met up wid my sec classmates after tuition-ing. boarded the wrong buz. alighted at the wrong mrt station. everyting was wrong tat dae. jing went wif the rest to mind's to put the cake.. met liting instead. pestered by those street surveyors. i dun hae $$ to invest in ur bullshit. they wun let us go. pissed! i got real sarcastic and they juz bear wif it and gave mi a smile. persevere, hur?! ruiting was waiting for us at the other side.they kept dragging our time. gave them our num and ask them to call us back. i hae no time to listen to ur rubbish.
walked over to mind's to hae... OUR DINNER. =) we played ONE game tat dae, at least. it was kind of 'violent' and require quick reflexes. btw, our get to gather is to celebrate Vanessa's bdae.

after the celebration, i went over to suntec to meet the guys. one driver for each. no fights. no complain. no plans. again. went over to gugu's hse to slack. too mani ppl for mj. played our all-time fave : RISK

everyone targeted mi so tat we could end the game and go for our supper..
supper-ed at blk85. and vroombroom homez.

some long dued-ed-ed photos....

*ARRIVED*

*walk walking walked*

*halfway thru, we saw a monitor lizard*

*cont.....*

*GREAT*

*steep?*

luckily tis wasnt the place for test drive. everyone would hae fail... hahahaz..

one nitez...

*the ppl*

*my sweet little ger*

The worst thing you can do is to force yourself to do things you don't want to do.

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Saturday, June 23, 2007

WARNING! grab a jacket before you cont to read on.....

hello.
hi.
how are you?

these are the normal ways how we start our conversations. who came up wid WASSUP?! how do you answer tat... er... the SKY? but most of the time will be... THE CEILING? how? tat's how my stupid ang moh boss started tat dae. i was... 'er.. nth..' it was so embarrassing.. ARGH!

one fine dae....

kenneth yeo, my sec sch mate, along wid his colleagues, came to 'update' our computers. they used my lan to check the other spare coms. so.. i was left stranded, standin in the middle of nowhere, waiting for them to finish. i cant do aniting, i need my com. i was stonin there and my 'humorous' boss came and asked,

AM:'yingying, wat are you doin now?'
=) : 'er... i'm waiting for them to finish their work so tat i can start mine.'

he took tat as... i hae NOTHING to do.

AM: 'OH! our poor little ger here doesnt hae aniting to do. who will be kind enuff to help her get out tis? she's so lonely standin here. ani kind soul?'

AGRH!!! he's Hilarious, isnt he?
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one rainy dae..

durin the first week, i was usin the desks of the other colleagues who went on holi. when everyone got back, i returned to my own seat and yes, the all mighty spoke,

AM:'Hey! not playin muscial chair anymore?'
=) : 'hahahaz..'

one late nitez..

actualli.. i worked into the nitez everydae.. at least til 1930 or 2000. everyone was so buzi. we hae auditin nx week, so there's alot to update and clean up. and i m kind enuff to stay back and help watever i can. hahaz. watever it is.. tat's not the main point. i wanna complain abt..the bookin of taxis!!

okie. i worked til 9 plus on thurs and they allow mi to get a cab homez. so.. i called for one. initially, it was supposed to pick mi up at millenia tower. but i changed it to centennial. the lady over the phone assured mi tat she will relay the msg to the uncle. and.. unsurprisingli, she didnt. the uncle waited for mi at millenia while i stood at the other side like a toot for over an hour. and decided to call for another one. how stupid can i get?!!? hahaz.. the line was bloody hard to get thru. they ask you to hold while they process ur bookin.. and i wait.. and waited for almost 15 mins and they hung up sayin tat there isnt ani cabs available. ARGH! finally at 1030pm. i got a cab. homezhomezhomez. it was almost 11. aahh... who told mi tat cabs are fast?! actualli.. it was. minus away the waiting time, the time wasted in jam. it onli took mi 10 mins to reach homez. realli fast hur!

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work is wearin mi out. i kept dozin off. watever it is.. sms mi when you're bored. coz.. i m bored too. hahaz.. i onli start to do real work at ard 4. hahaz.. the whole mornin was wasted becoz.. i cant focus on aniting. even if my granny, my cute nanny boss, was standin beside mi.. readin the paper. playin wid her sudoku. i will still fall aslp. inevitably. HELP! and i cant slp at nitez.. OMG. is tis some kind of slpin disorder or wat?

gif mi a break. i juz wanna lead a simple life. i tried to spend all my energy at work but.. it didnt work. how can i not tink of you.

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do you noe wat love is?

when both of you tot of the same tings at the same time-tat's bffs

when you noe each others' characters and habits-tat's bbfs

when you blush and ur heart beats faster-tat's juz a crush

it's sth you cant explain. in words or actions. it's a feeling. LIKE DUH! hahahaz.. tot i was goin to say sth meaningful? lalalaalalz...

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met up wid the nineteen bullets tonitez. dine at xin wang, cine. and as usual, when nobody plans aniting, we will juz stand at a spot and start to form our circle and chat. hahaaz... our culture. our way~ it was hard to reach any decision. even on wat to watch. hahahahaz.. we ended up in liaoz bee's hse. and we cont our rubbish tok.. til, a lorrie boi came. hw's *eehhemm-yet-to-be* to bring us homez... wat a BORING nitez. i missed my dear THURSDAE =P

remembering that feeling of possibility -- the feeling that anything can happen, and that you can be anything you want to be

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Wednesday, June 20, 2007

AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!

where's the beach? why wasnt it beside my hse?!

the dae is nearin. wat m i supposed to do?

we're almost 4. almost.. nv to be.

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Tuesday, June 19, 2007

someting unbelievable happened....

i m beginnin to love my work~ i love OT-s! it wasnt becoz i m hardworkin. it's for tat $$$$$$!! hahahaz..

sch fees are goin up uP UP!! bloody hell.

imissyou. i dunnoe whether it's the work tat's drivin mi crazy or m i realli missin you badli. whenever i m on my way homez, be it tat i m on the train or the buz, i will tink of you. tink of the times we had together. wif the sad music playin in my ears. i miss you. i couldnt control myself and started to tear. i dunnoe why.
i onli noe tat.. i cant bear it animore. i juz wanna be alone.. by myself..

i dun care wat the ppl ard mi will do.. i juz cry. dun bother wat they are tinkin of mi. i juz tear. dun wanna noe wat's happenin. i juz hoped i m dead.

i m forced to fake my smiles everydae. forced to stay strong. i forced myself. i forced myself to let go.

i m tired. i dun wanna do it animore. i juz wanna hae a goodnitez slp. juz wanna hae a simple life. a life i realli enjoy. one tat can realli keeps mi happie, free from worries. free from you....

hae you ever heard of a simple love story?

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Monday, June 18, 2007

The risk-taker inside of you wants to take the leap, but gambling may not be wise.

so... should i gif it a try?

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sat:

i work for 6 days. nonstop. it was borin. BOO~
the guys werent free tat nitez. no choice but to stay homez. hadnt been homez to catch 'the guess' show for god-noes-how-loonngg. yeste's episode was abt the young mummy-s.

sun:

meet up wif jing and ali at far east. for our shopping spree~ and it was a productive one. we shopped from orchard to paya lebar. bought 2 cardigans (finally) and a pair of heels (surprisingly).
it's been a loonng time since we last went on a spree with no worries. juz NETS IT! hahahaz.. i m so tempted to buy a pair of shades. but i noe i wun wear them out. so.... i m stil struggling.

my calves have been havin a bad cramp for the past few nitez. it wasnt those 'ants crawlin' feelin kind of cramps but an aching muscle pull. it was bloody painful. it woke mi up every time. i sat up and cry til the pain slowli faint off. i cant move them and could onli sat there and wait, helplessly. maybe it's due to my habit of bathin late (or early hours) aaahh~ imsostupid&lazi

songs taught mi how to fly

love taught mi how to lie

life taught mi how to die

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Friday, June 15, 2007

i m puttin on weight!! again.

all work and no exercise make jill a fat ger. =(

the jeans tat were used to be loose seem to fit better now. felt tat my tops are gettin tighter. was it juz mi or is it realli happenin!?

lunch was the onli ting i look forward to. my stomach's always ringin. i m hungry everydae. AH!
i tot i will be too stress to eat. juz like how i tot it wil be when there's exam. but the more stressful i got, the more i eat. and dinner's nv been better. my mother hae been whipping up superb dishes every nitez. i ate at least 2 bowls of rice. WWOOWW~ i love her curry.

i need to go on a diet. and a strict one mind you. hmm.. i'll try.

there's so mani tings tat are still waitin on my 'got-to-do' list. tot tat life after exam will be all free and easy. actualli it was. but i m more keen to work. so tat i will be able to cont wid my 2nd yr, if i can make it thru =P

tried to keep away from my com. i had enuff of tis machine at work. lookin at it for 10 hours is tirin. i will get blind one dae. and i wun get to rest early if i was to plae wif my com. i m almost late everydae. almost. i was early on my first dae. juz in time on my second. and late after tat.... hahahaz.. SO COOL

nth much happened tis week. the usual gossips of tat boss and tis colleague. tis guy and tat lady. tokin behind the boss's back. my granny's such a horrible lady. didnt noe tat she actualli DOTDOTDOT.

i got to plan my weekends properli. i dun wanna waste them rottin at homez. so plz ask mi out. to plae to drink for catch up or watever. juz bring mi out.

you're not the one i miss most. it was the moment we spent together. the past kept repeating themselves in my mind. i dun wanna tink abt it. but i hae no control animore. i m tired to try. tired to force and keep lyin to myself. there're times i realli wish i nv noe you. but it wun guarantee tat i wun get hurt by another. there's times i hope i nv noe wat you did behind my back. but i cant keep on pretending and act dumb. maybe our decision was too harsh but it's the best for you. hopefulli.

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When you have to look away

when you don't have much to say

thats when I love you

I love you, just that way

To hear you stumble when you speak

or see you walk, with two left feet

thats when I love you

I love you, endlessly

And when you're mad 'cause you lost the game

forget i'm waiting in the rain

baby I love you

I love you anyway

'Cause here's my promise made tonight

you can count on me for life

thats when I love you

when nothing you do can change my mind

The more I learn,the more I love,

the more my heart can't get enough

thats when I love you

when I love you

no matter what

So when you turn and hide your eyes

'cause the movie made you cry

thats when I love you

I love you a little more each time

And when you can't quite match your clothes

or when you laugh at your own jokes

thats when I love you

I love you, more than you know

And when you forget that we had a date

or that look you give when you show up late

baby I love you

I love you anyway

'Cause heres my promise made tonight

you can count on me for life

thats when I love you

when nothing you do can change my mind

The more I learn the more I love

the more my heart can't get enough

thats when I love you

when I love you no matter what

Thats when I love you

when nothing baby

nothing you do can change my mind

the more I learn

the more I love

the more my heart can't get enough

thats when I love you

when I love you

no matter what

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Thursday, June 14, 2007

weekends' finally here~

work has been.. good. started off niceli. wif great colleagues. beautiful environment. easy work. plus reasonable pay.

wahahahaz.. wanna join mi?

the ladies are veri nice to mi. on the front at least =) i tink we are the nosiest department in the office. our regional boss hae a big bag full of humour. my supervisor, an old little lady, has the cutest 'granny voice' i had ever heard. she likes, no, i should sae, she LOVES playin sudoku. i got to get her the TODAY'S papers everydae so tat she can zap tat page to plae it in her room.. even if i m damn late. i will queue to get her the paper. tat's my job. =P

i m responsible for DATA ENTRY!! sounds so simple. looks so easy. and when you start to use their system, you will curse, i swear. hahahaz..

workin in town is EXPENSIVE. my expenses shoot up. travellin. meals. outfit. chor~

there's ONE bad point abt my workplace. and it's a BIG problem. there's no guys in my department, excluding my regional boss, who's married wif kids, plus he's an ang moh ( we hae communication breakdown, we can onli express ourselves thru facial movements like winkin*) lalalaalalaz..

i m THE onli temp staff. the youngest too. hai. the ladies ard mi are either married wif kids or expectin their first. HOW!?!

WELCOME to the WORKING world.
-can't skip a day off work, as and when i like
-cant sneak in or OUT after tea break
-can't doze off without the in charge noticin
-and lastli, you got to wear appropriate outfit. tat's disgustin!

but i stil prefer work to study... lalalalaz..

要是你换是我, 你会怎么做? i'm not sure how i feel abt you. it wasnt abt the past we gone thru but the future we will work on together. sometimes, dreams can be so real. too real. i cant help but tell myself tat such tings will nv happen. nv happen on mi, again. i remember how a word of yours dashed all my dreams to dust. juz tat simple word.

-TheUnforgotten-

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Sunday, June 10, 2007

hm..

juz tidied my wardrobe. too mani tees and shorts.
not sure wat's happenin to mi recentli. haven been in the up mood. hmm..

dreamt tat his dad phoned mi. told mi sths abt him. dunnoe wat tis means. hope tat he's fine and i m juz tinkin too much.. hopefulli.

i stil hae mani photos yet to upload. hmm. will put them up when i hae the time and mood to ..

你可以?

我想是真的有爱, 所以才会舍不得.....

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Saturday, June 09, 2007

to nv look back. to nv regret. how hard could it be? face the truth and cont movin..

be strong. learn from the mistakes. there's always reasons and consequences for wat happened. i may not see them now. but i will understand when i grow up. grow from these faults. in tis cruel place tat's life. watever it is, i noe wat i m doin.
it's so easier to sae all these but you nv noe how hard it would be to act out. to control urself, ur emotions and ur heart. you told mi to concentrate on my studies. you said you're sorrie. you said you cant commit for ani rs in the near future. i believed and listened to watever you said. in the end, wat happened? am i stupid to believe you, one who has repeatedly lied and betrayed my trust. one who i tot was true.

i m juz plain stupid.

it was good to hear ur voice callin my name. you sound so sweet wif lips of an angel, you make mi go weak. it hadnt been better. how i wish i would be in ur arms now and forever.

我那么爱他怎么会让他离开?

i see the pain in ur eyes. you noe you hurt mi and dun wish to hurt mi animore. you noe leavin is the better way out. you noe. you tink you noe, everyting. but you nv understand mi. you nv got to noe the real mi.

hae you ever use ur heart to listen to wat i hae to sae. my feelings. my tots. my everyting. hae you ever? doubt so.

nvm abt mi. i m juz ... watever.

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Thursday, June 07, 2007

FINALLY!!

i got to take my breakfast early in the mornin.
i got to see sunrise every weekdae.
i got to squeeze thru out my journey to my destination.
i got to WORK~

wahahahaz..

i m so god damn happie when Priscilla called mi tis afternoon after i went for another interview in the mornin. lalalalalz... i m finally being employed. i m an employee now. not a bummer animore. you wun noe how meaningless it was to bum ard, slackin and prayin for someone to call to tell mi the good news. lalaalalz..

aniwae, i went for the tree top walk on tues wid tzx. but it was closed for .. repairs? or becoz of the incident caused by the fallen branch? i dunnoe. we didnt get to walked tat. we got lost. walked in circles and ended at the same place we started. cool rite?

walked over to icekimo for ice cream waffles. it was a nice quiet place to chill. den we walked over to long hse for dinner. and guess wat, i saw dasmond koh. heehee. wanted to ask him to take a photo wif mi but i was.. too shy *ehemm* he was wif quan yi feng. he saw mi. and our eyes were locked for almost 30 secs. tat's long enuff for mi.... hahahaz..

took a buz down to orchard. in my singles and shorts. how nice. hahaz.. went ard to look for potential office wear for my potential job. ( i wasnt employed then)

wed was terrible. NAH~ i went for the interview. met up wid tzx and joce. accompanied jing for lunch, all becoz of SOMEONE! after jing left, we stoned for almost an hour plus b4 we shifted to funan. she went to meet him. we went for KFC. den joce went for her trainin at starbucks and tat left mi and tzx. walked back to cityhall to meet jing. and we went homezhomezhomez.

how i wished everything was juz a dream. juz a long bad dream.

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Monday, June 04, 2007

jiay's back!!

and she bought presents for us too... so.. we shall meet up wif her SOON!

sun:

went for a 1 dae temp at SENTOSA~ wid jing, ali, jy, darlin, lijing, eu, dil, hf, liaoz bee, gugu. it was fun but tirin..

*we were sent in by lorries!*

*like coolies.. it was OMG!*

*but we tried to make the best out of it*

* =) *

*when evil sets in... wahahaz*

* we went on foot. tryin to look for the meetin point. got tired of tat bumpy ride*

*mi, eu and jing*

*ali ah ali. wasnt in tis pic*

was there to help out SMRT's FAMILY DAY event. lj and i was supposed to guard the exhibits at the entrance. but we were stupid to offer to help out at the food stall. it was damn buzi. the queue was nv endin. orders nv stop comin. and we nv stop packin. it was DAMN TIRIN! the ppl there were veriveri choosy.

'eh.. the gravy's leakin.'

'excuse mi, can change some of my pears to apples?'

'sorry. would you mind changin tis to tat?'
YES I MIND. I REALLI DO. can you take wat you ordered and juz go AWAY!!

esp. the babi-s. they were damn picky.

A-spicy
J-japanese
C-non spicy
M-spicy bento
V-vegetarian

tat's the codes for the diff packet of food. plus, there's a fruit, mango pudding and mineral water to go wid every order. so good, rite? but not to us.

tat's the bad part. the worse part was.. they dragged our time. was supposed to work til 3pm but we left at 4 plus 5. becoz we werent sure when we can leave. there wasnt ani announcement or aniting to tell us tat we were done. afraid tat there would be a 'debrief' to head count those tat were stil there to gif us our pay. so, we juz stand ard and wait for sth to happen.

*can you spot mi?*

*tt's how we waste our time. we took lots of photos =)*

went to gugu's hse for dinner. had steamboat. played monopoly. went homez at ard 10 plus. bathed. went online but most of the ppl wasnt there. tok cock wid tzx. lalaalalz...

mon:

tot tat someone would call mi todae. set my alarm at 9am. yet nth happened. decided to slp back. cancelled the movie wid tzx. met up later at 4. jovin called. said tat there'a a firm at loyang lookin for temp admin asst. and the first tot tat came to my mind. ROY! not sure if they were offerin mi the same job. but heck la, i will juz try. watched shrek 3 at marina. went for yuki yaki's buffet. walked over to suntec. sat at the foundation of wealth to 'appreciate' the water shows. actualli we were there starin.. hahahz.. but juz sittin there to relax is great. nth in my mind. juz sittin there.. stonin.. hope there was a shoulder for mi to lean on. hai too bad.. sat ard for an hour. den we went homez.. homezhomezhomez.. plannin to go trekkin at the treetops tml wif txz. PLZ. SAE TAT you're hirin mi... =)

sometimes, i hoped tat nth happened. hoped tat we were stil together. hoped i nv found out the truth. hoped tat... i nv knew you.

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Sunday, June 03, 2007

fucked up. juz shut up.

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daes have been the same, if not worse den the period we were havin exams. at least i have someting to 'look forward to' everydae. but now, i m juz waitin aimlessi for an offer. one wid a good pay, i consider $6.50 as good, it'll be even better if they offer more. i dun mind workin 6 or 7 daes a week. i dun mind OTs. i'm okie wif office wear or ani other types of attire. hmm..

vesak dae was spent rottin at homez. xl was homez rottin too. he tot i was buzi. HAHAHAZ.. sorrie didnt return your call.. was playin SIMS. i always wanted to plae tat after the exams. but everydae was spent in town searchin for the diff agencies. by the time i reached homez, i was too tired to 'control' others' lives. how can i manipulate others' when my life is alr in a mess.

aahh.. 'being jobless'.. tis tot kept runnin thru mi. whywhywhy..

i will find 1 by mon. i wun be choosy. i wun be greedy. one tat is suitable and reasonable will do. 1 week had passed and i onli found those one dae assignments.. better den nth hur. goin for another one tml. at sentosa. helpin out at those games stalls held for some occasion which i dunnoe. hahaz.. dun bother wat it is for. juz work and get paid while enjoyin the sun, breeze and sea.. wahahahaz.. good hur.

gave tuition for my new kid todae. a soft spoken and obedient ger. she stays veri near my place, juz a 10 min walk away.. teachin her eng and maths.. suits mi. coz most of the parents will wan us to coach all EMS at one go. but i m quite weak in my sci. so, luckily they found tis ger for mi. so god isnt tat bad to mi hur.

heard from eu tat foundation unit will start in aug, 31st jul to be exact. hmm.. WHY?!
i need the 3 months break to finance my course de leiz!

got a new haircut todae. at the saloon i used to go wid him. walked over to meet jing after givin tuition to my cousin.. the same guy did my hair. he's fast. i m always done b4 him, tis time i m stil faster den jing's. saw huge heaps of my hair on the floor. the hairdresser was quite lame ar. jokingly asked mi where my ear is. when he's finished, he combed my hair wid his fingers and sae tat he can finally see the shape of my head.. is it tat bad?! nvm. i liked wat he did for mi. layered and thin. feel lighter now. maybe i will weigh lesser by a kg? hahaaz..

it was dirt cheap too. i 'cut' my hair so they charged 10 bucks for it. jing 'trimmed' hers and it costed her 9. hahahaz.. not goin to tell you where.. i m selfish hur. i onli wan him to serve mi~ wahahaaz.. we called it the 青青 de shop. so go figure it urself..

i did alot of tings becoz of you and becoz of tat, i dare not try on new tings.why m i stil livin for you.

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1:19 AM

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Saturday, June 02, 2007

i m stil lookin for a suitable temp postion. it's the start of june now. hope everyting will go well nx mon. plz call mi back and sae tat you'll be hirin mi.. PLEASE!!

blabber jabber @
1:32 AM

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hai.. i m so stupid. the more greedy one gets, the worst off it will be. i was greedy, i lost everyting. i was greedy and now i m left wif nth..

i tot i noe. i tot tis will be the end of us. den wat m i tinkin now?

blabber jabber @
1:25 AM

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Friday, June 01, 2007

pray wif mi tat everyting will go well for mi later..

*pray*pray*pray*pray*pray*pray*pray*pray*pray*pray*pray*

thank you =)

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3:10 AM

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