Green Green Grass of Home

i am hopeless..

i noe i shouldnt be living the way i m now. wasting my time and my life. rottin away. i noe wat i lost is not goin to be replaced. den the more i should pick up and stand strong. shouldnt waste even more. but wat can i do. i noe wat i m doin. i noe it's all rubbish. i noe i noe i noe.. den why am i stil in tis kind of state. hated de way i'm livin. when will i ever regret and wake up. i m sorry to behave the way i m now. the down and good for nth side of mi. i dun wish to disappoint my mother and myself. i worked hard b4 for my sch fees. i shouldnt let them all come to waste. life's tough and i'm doin nth abt it. it's a disgrace to hae someone like mi as a daughter. hai. where's my dignity? my pride? i shouldnt blame you animore. i ruined my own life. not you. you're juz an excuse i came out wif becoz i m tired of maskin up my emotions. it's mi who hae chosen tis path. and i should be the one pickin myself up. noone can help mi except myself.

i'm sentenced to a life-long imprisonment.

blabber jabber @
2:27 AM

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