Thursday, March 29, 2007

i have often criticised and complained abt the bad tings i encountered, the downfall i got.. but actualli, i dunnoe wat i realli wan in life.. =( i always sae i juz wanna live a simple life.. but wat contribute to the term 'simple' ? good grades? good health? happie family? 3 meals a dae? frenz? den.. isn't all tis add up to an almost perfect life? den i m not so simple after all? hahaz.. contradicting.. AH.. my life, my love, my frenz.. i m livin in a world tat i dun quite understand. a world i used to neglect, i tend to forget..

we often seemed like we had made a decision when actually we were 'forced' to choose tat. becoz of the norms in the society. every society hae certain expectations of ppl. if you wanna be looked up as a 'normal' individual, you better follow wat others are doin.. they smoke you smoke (social smoker) they drink you drink (social drinker) they work you work (social worker) they study you study (socially responsible student) they party you party (be a party animal)

wat you are doin is called SOCIALIZATION. and thru the process you got to noe wat the others are doin, how they live their lifes, and from there you get to see a pattern. a pattern of how our society works. and.. that's the norm. so.. dun tink so much abt your life. becoz it'll be no different from the rest. juz follow blindli and you will be warmli accepted into the society. where you hae a place you can call homez. =)

wat a sad life*