sat:
went over my cousin place to gif tuition at 530pm.. =) after tat, i went to gugu's place at ard 9 for steamboat.. tat's juz the beginnin of the nitez.. WOoO.. joce, allen, chao zhong, yuh sheng, willy, pui wei, ah leong and of coz gugu were there eatin le~ joc was veri bored so she kept servin mi wid veg and meats.. hahaz.. thank you.. after the dinner, we sat down .. some were watchin tv(mi lor..) others chattin.. cz and allen were buzi wif their psp.. guys..! but i got to take it away from allen and i started playin myself.. hahaz.. joc and tys left early.. den gugu suggested to go over to a pub at east coast.. puiwei went homez to bath and we left for east coast at ard12 but gugu got to send ah leong homez first.. when we got there.. the pub gugu wanted to bring us, had closed down.. so we settled for a pub nx to the cheesecake cafe.. hmm.. it's not bad la.. but.. hahaz.. juz not bad lor.. gugu taught mi the 五 十 十五game.. (fist guessin?) and the foreit was.. to bite a piece of lemon until the other one lost.. den ya.. i bit on the longest.. hahaz.. wanted to plae cards but gugu brought the wrong deck.. he brought the 'old maid' cards instead.. LOL.. so we borrowed a deck from the bar and started to plae the reaction kind of games.. the one who lost 3 times had to call someone from their fone list.. (willy got worried..) hahaz.. and he realli lost 3 times! he called yiling (or izzit yeeling?) but she didnt picked up. den cz chose cindy.. BUT he didnt call.. LOSER! hahaz.. we kept stressing him.. but he juz wun call..

*fansinated over the 'spot the difference' machine*
saw some ppl playin pool.. went to check abt it and they said tat it's $4 per game..(blood-suckers..) tempted to plae.. gugu drove us to marine parade..derwin came! i bought a burger at mac(i was hungry~) pui wei and cz too.. went up to check .. but all the shops were closin soon.. den allen suggested to try our luck at grandlink plaza.. so gugu and derwin drove us to paya lebar mrt to meet up wif liaoz bee first.. den the 3 drivers drove one after another.. not bothered wif the lanes and the directions of the lanes they were in.. allen gave the directions.. and when we got there.. they were closin too.. wat luck.. we resigned to fate tat we werent destined to plae pool tat nitez.. hahaz.. and it was onli 3 plus.. we drove ard aimlessli.. tinkin of places we can hangout at tat hour.. gugu tot of cafe del ma (in sentosa!) it's too far la.. so we went to a hongkong tea hse at east coast rd.. it's those 24hr food hse.. veri nice and quiet.. there was onli another grp of ppl there.. ordered some supper meals and sat there to chill..~ the guys realli can eat.. bread toasts, noodles and puiwei's carrot cake! hahaz.. den cz started his nonsense again.. wanted to run off after the meal.. (he always does tat..) he planned to run off in 2 grps.. the slower ones got to leave first. den gugu and willy (the faster runners) will go nx.. wat rubbish.. but tat did made us lauff, for awhile.. after the supper.. we gathered at the carpark.. to discuss our nx destination.. i tried gugu's car.. for like a few mins.. it's so scary! hahaz.. the car juz slided back and i kept jammin on the brakes!

*willy wasnt serious in discussin where to go nx. hahaz =)*
hahaz.. in the end.. they decided on CHANGI VILLAGE.. (allen: HUH! again?!) hahaz.. so.. we choo choo trained (car back to back) there.. derwin kept bein caught by the red lights and we had to wait at the roadside for him to catch up.. when we got there.. it's almost 5.. not mani of them left.. we got off and went on foot.. walked past a few but i dare not looked rite at them.. bein the onli ger, i walked in the middle of the guys.. hmm. nth much there.. liaoz bee saw one of de ah gua got into a car and he tot of followin them.. but he lost them eventualli..
liaoz bee tot of a place.. and we juz followed behind.. all the cars sped at the long stretch near the cargo complex.. gettin to 140 150km/hr.. (fast and furious?) hahaz.. the nitez's quiet and i juz stared blankli at the outside.. =) good time to relax.. we drove for abt 30 mins, and we reached a dark and secluded carpark.. they switched off their front lights and drove slowli past each vehicle.. there some lorries, vans and CARS! hmm.. puiwei allen willy got off and walked ard to spot if there's ani.. *ehemm* hahaz.. they spotted a van and a car which they tink there were ppl hanky panky-ing in it.. we got down and walked closer to the car. cz suggested to drive our 3 cars ard it and wait for them to finish their *stuff* LOL wat an IDEA ar.. (aniwae..we didnt do tat) the ppl in the car heard us.. dressed up and flee.. hahaz.. wanted to wait for sun rise.. but puiwei said tat we cant see one there.. so.. we cont to drive aimlessli.. tat's ard 6 le.. we drove for for another 20 mins or so.. and gathered at a petrol station.. aniwhere else to go? nope.. so we headed for homez.. =)
reached homez at 7.. my mother got to opened the door for mi.. tat started my dae.. =( got a rd of scoldin from her.. (coz i didnt tell anione tat i will be homez late.. or izzit early?) tat woke up my father.. he started questionin mi.. hai.. i juz stood there.. keepin quiet.. i dun hae answers myself.. i dunnoe wat to reply.. i went to wash up and saw him sittin in the livin room.. waitin for mi.. he asked mi to go into my room and tat he wanted to talk to mi.. tis is the first time i hae a 1 on 1 tok wif him.. (did i make a serious mistake tis time?) he asked mi if i hae any reasons for the mani late nitez.. he asked why i m behavin tis way lateli.. i dunnoe wat to sae.. why why why? i dun understand myself.. but he told mi sth tat woke mi up..
father: you hae a homez. you hae a mother and father who worrie for you.
WHY... wat's happenin to mi? why am i hurtin the ones who love mi? why am i hurtin the ones i love? when will i ever wake up from my nightmare? when will my life be normal again?
i cried to slp tat nitez..