i have often criticised and complained abt the bad tings i encountered, the downfall i got.. but actualli, i dunnoe wat i realli wan in life.. =( i always sae i juz wanna live a simple life.. but wat contribute to the term 'simple' ? good grades? good health? happie family? 3 meals a dae? frenz? den.. isn't all tis add up to an almost perfect life? den i m not so simple after all? hahaz.. contradicting.. AH.. my life, my love, my frenz.. i m livin in a world tat i dun quite understand. a world i used to neglect, i tend to forget..

we often seemed like we had made a decision when actually we were 'forced' to choose tat. becoz of the norms in the society. every society hae certain expectations of ppl. if you wanna be looked up as a 'normal' individual, you better follow wat others are doin.. they smoke you smoke (social smoker) they drink you drink (social drinker) they work you work (social worker) they study you study (socially responsible student) they party you party (be a party animal)

wat you are doin is called SOCIALIZATION. and thru the process you got to noe wat the others are doin, how they live their lifes, and from there you get to see a pattern. a pattern of how our society works. and.. that's the norm. so.. dun tink so much abt your life. becoz it'll be no different from the rest. juz follow blindli and you will be warmli accepted into the society. where you hae a place you can call homez. =)

wat a sad life*

sat:

went over my cousin place to gif tuition at 530pm.. =) after tat, i went to gugu's place at ard 9 for steamboat.. tat's juz the beginnin of the nitez.. WOoO.. joce, allen, chao zhong, yuh sheng, willy, pui wei, ah leong and of coz gugu were there eatin le~ joc was veri bored so she kept servin mi wid veg and meats.. hahaz.. thank you.. after the dinner, we sat down .. some were watchin tv(mi lor..) others chattin.. cz and allen were buzi wif their psp.. guys..! but i got to take it away from allen and i started playin myself.. hahaz.. joc and tys left early.. den gugu suggested to go over to a pub at east coast.. puiwei went homez to bath and we left for east coast at ard12 but gugu got to send ah leong homez first.. when we got there.. the pub gugu wanted to bring us, had closed down.. so we settled for a pub nx to the cheesecake cafe.. hmm.. it's not bad la.. but.. hahaz.. juz not bad lor.. gugu taught mi the 五 十 十五game.. (fist guessin?) and the foreit was.. to bite a piece of lemon until the other one lost.. den ya.. i bit on the longest.. hahaz.. wanted to plae cards but gugu brought the wrong deck.. he brought the 'old maid' cards instead.. LOL.. so we borrowed a deck from the bar and started to plae the reaction kind of games.. the one who lost 3 times had to call someone from their fone list.. (willy got worried..) hahaz.. and he realli lost 3 times! he called yiling (or izzit yeeling?) but she didnt picked up. den cz chose cindy.. BUT he didnt call.. LOSER! hahaz.. we kept stressing him.. but he juz wun call..

*willy wasnt serious in discussin where to go nx. hahaz =)*

*our shadows*

cont... thurs:

after the shower's gone.. we continued cyclin down towards changi chalet.. den jiay spotted dark clouds ahead.. so.. (juz in case..) we cycled back (towards our first shelter..) but it came before we reached there.. got drenched and jing started complainin.. hahaz.. bth... so.. we had another round of photo taking..!! =)

tried not to blog for a week..

so tis's wat happened...

mon:

i overslept! supposed to meet wif jing and denise at 12pm. but i woke up onli at 2pm! hahaz.. reached lib at 3 and started studyin.. went homez at ard 6 to watch the last of hana kimi..!

tues:

i overslept! met jing at ard 3 at cine.. we went to watch the pursuit of happyness.. was a pretty touchin show.. thou we didnt cry.. hmm.. miss kwek (my sec Dnt teacher) called mi juz after the movie.. told mi tat Jack neo wanted mi on his new show.. (those inventions show..) wat a suprise! i alr grad for like.. 3 yrs le? hahaz.. but it's an honour to rep the sch.. so excited~

wed:

i overslept! met jiaying at tp to study.. i did some sums and helped jy to find references from her text.. it's so hard.. there's so mani laws tat looked similar.. hahaz.. learnt some new terms (tat i hae forgotten now..) =)

thurs:

i overslept! but i managed to reached on time.. jiayin jing and mi! we went ecp for cycling.. but it rained! nevertheless.. we enjoyed ourselves! coz we had plenty of time durin the breaks to take plenty of photos!

*when we were waitin for jy..*